His Crazy Side

Chapter 30: Thinking

Loren POV

I woke up sore ass hell man..my body is in so much pain its crazy. I can barely move from the bed.

I don't even remember falling asleep in the bed to be honest. I went to sleep on the floor I couldn't move.

"So ya up na?" August said getting in the bed with me

I just looked at him. "Hea, just turn it on all ya shit will be on it." He said handing me a Iphone 7+ rose gold.

I took it and sat up in the bed. "You didn't have to do me like that yesterday." I said looking down

He made a face. " Shut dat shit up an go get ya ass ready fa ta-day, ma mumma bringin da baybeh home." He said laying down

I noticed he was fully dressed. I sucked up the pain I was in and made my way to the shower.

I looked in the mirror I had a few bruises. The way we were fighting I should have more.

I continued on and took a shower. Man the warm water felt so fucking good on my body. The water helped my bruises feel a little better.

90 Mins Later

I was really into this shower because it felt so good it was really relaxing.

"Mane wtf Lo, getcha ass outta da shower. Ya been in thera fa almost fuckin 2 hours." August said

I guess this shower was to good I didn't notice I was in here so long.

I honestly didnt wanna leave but I turned the water off and got dried off then made my way to the closet.

I wasn't really going anywhere so I just slipped something on and did my makeup.

"August im here child." Shelia said

I instantly smiled because my everything was home.

I ran downstairs & hugged Shelia.

"Hi." I said to her

She rolled her eyes. "August getcha ass down hea & hug ya mumma." She said

What a bitch. I took my baby from her & made my way to the couch.

I put a blanket on the floor & laid it out. Then I took Ky out her carseat.

"Hey momma." I said smiling to her she instantly laughed.

Her laugh just made me forget about everything.

She getting so big I swear her & my daddy is really the best things that happened to me.

"Can you sit up baby?" I asked playing with her.

I sat her up & let her sit on her own before she fell on my lap 😊❤️.

"Ma mumma gone." August said sitting on the floor next to me.

"Hey baybeh. Ya miss daddy?" He said causing her to laugh & reach for him.

He placed her on his lap kissing her all over her face.

"Ahhh booo liiii bruuuu." Ky was making baby sounds

Im really thinking about leaving August forreal this time.

Yes he's a great father but thats all he is.

His fans don't know the August that I know.

He cheated on me.
He beat me.
He lied to me.
He broke me.
He hurt me.
He upsets me.
He treats me like shit.
He doesn't care for me.
He probably doesn't even love me.

But all I can really thank him for is giving me my baby.

She's the reason why I go on. So thats all I thank him for.

But after him putting his hands on me again im done.

I will be looking for my own shit & showing Ky her mother not just some bitch her daddy fuck & beat on.

Im done.

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