Dance and Love at 1Million

Chapter 23: New start

Guys, you are all so sweet! I've gotten much more votes and comments lately, especially ofrom people who just discovered the story, you all make me so happy! Thank you readers, really thank you! <3<3<3<3

I'm going to put all my efforts in the three last chapters to make them as good as possible! I'm writing this chapter just before I go to Seoul (you can check out my youtube channel: Psycho kpop fan, if you want to follow my adventures ^^ I'll upload vlogs and adivces and stuff about korea)

So the last two chapters will come either in the following two weeks if I have time to write them while staying in Seoul or later but i'll really try to update while I'm there ^^

I hope you'll enjoy this chapter!

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"We need to talk" I say

He stays still but finally he opens the door wider and lets me come in.

I feel his gaze on me and I suddenly feel more nervous than I should.

What if he doesn't want me back?

No no no! I can't think this way! 

I hesitantly walk into the apartment where we spent so many moments together.

I go to the couch and slowly sit on it.

Kasper follows me, still without saying a word.

"Why are you here?" He asks with no anger in his voice, just pure curiosity, and maybe a hint of regret?

I take a deep breath "I... I quit being an idol?"

"What?!" He exclaims.

I bite my lip "I didn't want to be an idol, it wasn't for me" 

He leans back in the sofa and looks at me, totally dumbfounded.

"But you love dancing, you loved being a part of the group?!"

I look down "I did, but it wasn't being an idol that I liked, I liked my friends and dancing. That's all"

"I don't understand, I thought it was your dream" Kasper says, still not believing me.

"It wasn't. It took me time to understand that but I know now, I don't want it. But what I do want is to be with you" I say and look at him in the eyes. "I choose you"

He stares a me for some long seconds 

"No, No, I-I.... You don't know what you want. I can't make you happy Malia, you're just in love, but I'm going to fail you, I always do"

It's my turn to be shocked 

"Don't say that Taewoo, don't." I know exactly why he's saying these words, he's thinking about her again.

His ex-girlfriend.

"Taewoo, listen tome, I know I want to be with you, because I have faith that it can be amazing. Yes there is always hardship, so what? What I want is for us to be like before. Before all this mess." I state, finally gaining confidence on the opposite of Taewoo who is more and more lost.

"I-I I'm confused, I really thought I did what was best" He says genuinely and I know he really thought he did good when he broke up with me.

"I know, but it didn't help, I was lost until I understood that what I needed in my life wasn't fame, it was you, it was us."

"I need time to think, this... I can't" He says and without giving me a chance to say more he leaves the apartment.

I have a feeling of "deja-vu"