MY L.I.F.E

The SATs and it's sides

Let's skip a few parts and head off to when the SATs decided to kick me in the face for days.

I had to work day and night none stop. Sleep at 20:00pm and wake up early at 4:00 am in the morning. It was pain I had to go to hospital because of lack of sleep.

It's was the day that I found out the most horrible devastating problem of my life.
I was diagnosed with social anxiety and depression, it was so bad I started to cut myself and deeply. My mum said it was better if I just rested she was mad when she found out I was cutting but I didn't listen, this was the time my best friend, Luke Hickleton asked me if we could go out and see a movie.

I rejected him not knowing in the same day he was diagnosed with leukemia. I didn't know till the day he died, all he left me was a gold necklace and a claries best friend necklace. He has the other half, buried deep under his grave.

Till this day I still cry myself to sleep wishing I spent the last day to the movies with him. I blame my self for not letting my best friend die a peaceful death. I was mad for him not telling me he had leukemia, I found out during a school day he had died.

I was called out of class for a teacher to tell me. For a moment I couldn't breathe and the world stopped. I could even cry it just hurt so much.

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Days still passed and the nerve racking SATs arrived. Meanwhile, I was a mess.

Author's Note:

Guys I know it's been a long time since I've posted but here it is. Hope you enjoyed it. This chapter is dedicated to my best friend. R.I.P
This chapter took me a long time to write (even though it was short) because writing about this part of my life is horrible. I try to forget it everyday but I can't forget him.

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