Thoughts & Feelings

The man who calls himself my dad

You said you loved my mum,

Then why did you never spend time with her?

You said you cared for her,

Then why did you never help her?

I was a new born child,

You had to set your priorities right,

But you never did.

I never actually remember seeing you cos you were never there,

And mum knew that you were never gonna be there when I grew up if she had let you stayed,

So she kicked you out, which I'm happy about,

You were a criminal anyway, so who would of wanted that in their life,

You would go out every night, with your friends and get drunk,

You would rather had be with them, then your own family,

You hardly ever came to see us, only when it suited you.

Well no, life don't fucking work like that

You have to work hard and make an effort.

Mum genuinely loved you and you took advantage of that,

And plus you stole off my brother, now that's just not fucking cool,

And now you owe is money, and a lot of it.

But remember this: Mum will keep fighting for it, until she gets it

And she will never give up.

Your the one that's gonna lose

Then you will realise what you missed

You missed me growing up,

You never saw my happiest moments and even my sad ones

You will NEVER have that to think of.

So don't think you can come crawling back into our life when you have nothing,

Cos you will never be welcome,

If you end up on the streets, I won't care!

I'll just laugh.

We're happy as we are now,

And I have an amazing family.

If you were part of that you would've just caused pain.

The sad part is I knew you didn't care all these years,

But I thought you loved me or even sometimes thought about me

And had a little love..

But you obviously didn't cos if you loved me you would've cared and you didn't. And if you did care you would've tried to see me and meet me..but no.

When that finally came to my head it did actually make me upset,

And it hurt inside.

But then I smiled and said to myself

If I managed 15 years without you, I'm sure I'm capable of doing that for the rest of my life.

Overall don't fucking mess with me or this family,

I'm better off without you....

....bastard