INDICIUM

Dear, Bestfriend.

Dear Bestfriend,

Everytime I dated someone new, I hoped he was the one. I hoped he'll stick around forever. I remembered every single like and dislike of his, I'll remember all the dates. But what about you? Do I even remember how we first met? How we first started talking? How many hang outs we went to. Am sorry that when I first met you, my first request wasn't to keep you forever. Am sorry, tht evn if it is a different kind of spark, i didn't notice it was there. Am sorry I didn't write big poems for you, or I didn't bring you all nice chocolates without a occasion, like I did to him. Why dont I remember our first fight? Why don't I remember how many times you said you loved me, or how many times we went out. Am sorry, bestfriend, that I was so blinded to find the best soulmate, that I didn't see the person beside me is my soulmate. Why didn't I get excited or dressed up every time I went to see you? Because that's not me. Am the lazy bed hog, who loves her Oreo and doesn't think twice before saying something. Am the girl who goes to places in sweats and a bun with disturbing not washed face of mine, because I know people don't know me there. Why do I hide everything that I truly am to everything am not? Why can I be myself in front of you, but not the guy who am supposedly in love with. I knw the answer now. Because you are my bestfriend. That explains it all. You were there when I had a runny nose and disgusting voice or when I was smelling bad after a bad workout or when i stole my ex's mobile phone to get revenge. You were there when I cried about my family problems or when I failed in my test and had to face mom. Maybe I don't write these memories in scrap books with lot of hearts, but they are still the most precious thing to me. You, are the most precious thing to me. Am sorry if I say I hate you more than I love you. And am sorry I don't call back half of the times, just because I can, but I will still love you more than my present boyfriend and future husband. I promise.

Love,
The girl who irritates you the most.

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Bestfriends. Thank god we have them.

Can you imagine a life without friends? It'll be boring, dull and not so amazing.

Btw, who is a fan of the TV series friends?

PS: show your bestfriend that they mean a lot, once in a while.

I love you, Aash. ;)

Till next time.

Love,
S <3