why him?

all i want is a normal life chapter 8

chapter 8

bloom's POV

why do i reget leaving without telling him? i shouldnt. he's such a jerk. he kissed me aganist my will. just thinking of him kissing me made me dizzy. NO NO NO i wont fall for him. im out of his life and he's out of mine..

for good.

i didnt know how i felt about it so i just stared out of the car's window.

''goodbye''

A few years later

i had to move to texas when i started high school. every once in a while i would think of HIM, but then i would shake the thought away.

i was now 17 and a high school senior. i was known to have a baby face and an hourglass figure. i've been asked out many times but for the same reasons, ''my looks'', im not the prettiest or smartest girls in school but im pretty cute, so ive been told.

and everytime someone asked me out i would always think of HIM. NO NO NO why did i fall for him? i promised myself i wouldnt.

"im not even sure if i did i said to myself.

i shook my head

i headed to the cafe where all my friends hang out..

my friends are ish, she's a bit shorter than me dirty blonde curly hair and is as skinny as me or maybe more. she's like my sister, we're always hanging out.

next is myssie, she's totally my BFF.. she treats me as an equal not like the rest, she's super fun and i just love hanging out with her. her bf is randy, he may look ganster-ish but he's not, he's really sweet, and myssie is totally in to him. soulmates!!!! next is cindy, she's like my real little sister. she has thick wavy black hair and is a bit taller than me, she totally loves and i do mean LOVES harry potter. and thats just a few of my friends..

they were all sitting together when i came in...then i saw jake..sitting with them

aww jake.. jake is like...well... you see...he's.... i think i have a 'thing' for him. everytime he's around i get giddy and theres about a million butterflies in my stomach. as i got closer he looked up and smiled at me.. that smile could possibly kill me,

he was the hunk of all hunks, to me that is. ..

he was like a foot taller than me. emo-ish hair, but believe me he's totally NOT emo. he had the prettiest eyes, a light blue grey color. he was white. not nasty pale white but a really cute, yummy white. he was nicely built too not too much and not too little.

he always had a sweet smile for me whenever i needed it.. he's had many girlfriends before..and to be honest i HATED every single one of them. but i couldnt tell him that. since myssie is my best girl friend, he was my best guy friend.

i really think im in love with him but idk what love is....yet

when im around jake i forget everything and everyone include....aberam... mostly when a guy hits on me i think of aberam but with jake its like aberam never entered my life..

"hey bloom!!" yelled myssie

"oh umm hi"

"what is it?" asked jake, my heart squeezed, oh good old jake

"oh nothing..just a bit tired" i smiled at him

he moved around a bit so i could sit with him.. but there were already 3 ppl oh the long seat..

"it look a bit crowded" i frowned

jake looked up then smiled... he pulled me into his lap.

"umm are you sure about this?" i asked as i felt my blood rise and my heart skip SEVERAL beats...then it started to go so fast i could swear he heard it.

"im sure" he smiled " you're really light"

my friends uuu'd has i got pinker..

"soo" ish started "when are you two going to start going out?"

ummm i really got red. i looked away from jake..

"awww both of you are blushing" siad cindy "how cute"

i hate it when they do that..

"umm jake lets go before it gets worse" i said and got off his lap. he followed me out the door.