why him?

all i want is a normal life chapter 9

chapter 9

bloom pov

i jake and i left the cafe befoe our friends started uuu'ing us.. its was just soo...arg!!!! im trying to hide my feelings for jake and they bring it up...

i couldnt look at jake just yet... i still felt warm in my face.

we walked in silence to a little hill behind the school. for some reason whenever we're walked together we always end up there.

'umm im sorry about them" i said w/out looking at him " theyre just making fun of us..for some reason... dont listen to them..theyre just being silly" i kept saying things like that.. hoping to cover it all up. i dont want to ruined our friendship....

"bloom" he said but i didnt hear him

"beside we're just friends"

"bloom"

"how can they think that we're..you know"

"bloom!"

"thats just silly"

"BLOOM!!!"

This time i did hear him "yeah?"

he looked at me with sad eyes....sad eyes?? no.. he shouldnt be sad..he had a miserible look on his face.. it hurt me soo much i felt so miserible i wanted to die

"whats wrong? jake. are you ok? are you hurt?" i looked around to see if i could find any cuts on him

"yes bloom im hurt"

i looked up at him, "where? i dont see it" i kept looking

"right here.." he took my hand and placed it on his heart..

"do you have an heart illness? o god lets go to the nurses office" i paniced..looking back now i felt so stupid.

"bloom..your the cause of it"

"what?"

he put both of my hands on his chest.

"havent you noticed?"

"noticed what?" oh god. being near him was painful but touching the place thats so close to his heart hurt so muchi felt like screaming, crying and dying. it was so close. the one thing i wanted, but couldnt have.

"do you remember my girlfriends?" that question was pissing me off..

i looked away from him "i...try not too"

he smiled " why do you think i went out with them"

"i dont know... i cant read you mind" though i wish i could,

"i wanted to get your jealous"

i snapped my head up at once.."what?....why..why would..you do that?"

he sighed "really bloom how dumb can you be?"

i blinked several times.."i guess..pretty dumb"

he cupped my face with his hands..

"bloom.." he said soo softly and gently, if he wasnt holding me i wouldve melted away.." i like you" i blinked. " i really REALLY like you..since the day we met..but you were scarred back then. you told me about HIM... because of him you didnt trust guys anymore. i knew i had to win your trust..slowly i did. i wanted to ask you out then...but i didnt want to ruin what we had. so i made a plan to get you jealous but..you never showed it... so today when they were teasing us and we left i saw you blush so red. ive never seen you like that soo today i'm telling you" i had tears in my eyes "i really really REALLY like you bloom...the question is do you like me?"

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