"Just in case we never see each other again," I processed both his words and actions.
OH MY GOD ZAYN MALIK KISSED ME, WHAT THE HELL I CANNOT HANDLE THIS RIGHT NOW WHAAAAAT!?! My fangirl attack immediately took over, I turned back towards the door to see Zayn wink at me right before it closed right in front of me. Luke and Lacey were just as star struck as I was, they must have had something happen to them in there although I wouldn't know unless they told me since I spent almost the entire time with Zayn.
"Noel do you realize what just happened?" Luke asked me, shaking me by my shoulders.
"Uh yeah I think so." I responded shaking my head, trying to make sense of the situation.
"Dude, just in case you didn't know," She said before lowering her voice, " Zayn just kissed you back in there, how the hell did you get that to happen?"
"Uh, well- I... I don't know to be honest. It just kind of happened." I tried to recall what had lead up to the kiss but no matter how hard I tried the only thing I could think of was that it happened.
"You are one lucky son of a bitch, if this gets out you have no idea how many girls will want to either be you or kill you." My oh so manly friend remarked.
"So, we just won't tell anyone then." I shrugged my shoulders, not trying to cause a scene in front of hundreds if not thousands of other fans.
The both of them shook their heads then we all made our way back to the subway. None of us made any hints towards Zayn kissing me, instead we just spoke and fangirled about the concert and how the nice the boys were when we met them. Now that I had finally met them I couldn't help but yearn for them even more, I wanted to befriend them and have them in my life all the time. Unfortunately that was extremely unrealistic and I reminded myself I should be greatful that I even got the chance to meet them.
*****
Luke and I said our goodbyes to Lacey in the parking lot of the subway before heading off to our own place. As soon as we walked through the door Luke had gone straight to his room, I assumed he just went to sleep. Since I didn't feel tired I just went and sat down on my bed, opened my laptop and scrolled through my twitter news feed. Every other tweet I saw was about the meet and greet, most of them had to do with Zayn winking at me after I left the room; there were even links to YouTube videos. I decided to watch one of them, a girl was there with some of her friends then with the perfect timing she aimed the camera towards the door to show Lacey, Luke and I walking out of the room; and Zayn wink directly at me.
'What the hell was that Dani?' One of the girls asked the girl I assumed was the the person filming.
'Why did Zayn just wink at that slut?' Another girl asked, yet made it sound more like a statement than a question.
The girl that I assumed was Dani walked closer to where Lacey, Luke and I were; and her friends followed right behind her. Shit, shit, shit! I screamed internally at myself and the girl recording the video.
"Noel do you realize what just happened?" Luke asked me, shaking me by my shoulders.
"Uh yeah I think so." I responded shaking my head.
"Dude, just in case you didn't know," She said before lowering her voice, " Zayn just kissed you back in there, how the hell did you get that to happen?"
"Uh, well- I... I don't know to be honest. It just kind of happened."
"You are one lucky son of a bitch, if this gets out you have no idea how many girls will want to either be you or kill you."
"So, we just won't tell anyone then." I shrugged my shoulders.
The video ended and I was in tears, this video was up for the entire world to see. I glanced down to see that there had already been a few hundred views, it was obvious that I was screwed and there was nothing that I could do. Thanks to this Dani girl now hundreds of girls now either wanted to kill me or envied me. I knew Luke was sleeping but I couldn't help but call out his name, the tone of my voice sounded worried. Within moments Luke had ran out of the bedroom and into the living room, panic flashed across his eyes as he looked me over.
"Noel what's wrong?" He whispered to me as he pulled me into his arms and sat down on the couch with me.
"J-just watch," I couldn't help but sob into his shoulder.
*****
"Oh my fucking god... How dare they! That is an invasion of privacy first off, and it wasn't your fault that he kissed you!" Luke tried as hard as he could to stay quiet for our sleeping neighbors.
"I know, but there's nothing we can do about it other than report the video and hope it gets taken down before too many people see it. Although hundreds is already too many." I sighed, trying to remain calm.
"We might as well do it, if it's really the only thing we can do." He clicked the report button and filled out the mini survey within seconds. "C'mon, let's get some sleep. After a night like this you deserve it."
I simply nodded my head and followed him down the hall to our bedroom. He hopped into his and I got into mine, I knew right away that I wouldn't be able to sleep but I didn't want to bother Luke and keep him up any longer.
"Luke?" I whispered.
"Yeah?"
"Would you mind sleeping in my bed with me tonight?"
"Of course not," He got out of his bed and into mine, "Is this about that damn video?"
"Yes and no, I just need someone close. I'm feeling extra distant from the world right now, I need someone to keep me sane." I teared up once again.
"Hey, hey," He hushed me while whiping my tears away. "Don't worry about those bitches, they don't know anything about you or who you are as a person,"
"But Luke-"
"No, Noel you are probably the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my entire life. If I were straight I would do anything it takes to have you accept my as your boyfriend. But I am gay and there's no changing that, seriously though you are so incredibly kind, caring and accepting. You are strong, brave and couragous. Those girls will have no impact on your life so I wouldn't give a damn about what they say about you, you've never given a damn so why now? You're Noel Hazel Ferraro, and you don't give a fuck about what people think or say about you!"
"Luke... That was the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me," I couldn't help but smile.
"Well I'm glad I hold that status, now c'mere so we can get to sleep." He grinned back at me.
