Those Eyes Spoke Words

Flashing Lights and Loud Sounds

I sat there with four other kids crammed in the back of what smelled like a child's day care center. I couldn't believe what I had gotten myself into.

Most importantly what would my parents think when they were called. I knew they wanted me to have fun but I don't think they knew it would go this far.

I walked up the steps and into the building. There was the suspicious chill that swept through my body as I took my seat next to two other kids who were caught at the party.

My mind was racing with different thoughts; "Was this who I was becoming? What had happened? How could I end up here? Do I really care?"

The last question was the one I didn't understand. I felt no guilt about what had happened and didn't quite care either. Was this the end of the girl everyone had known? 

I sat there for nearly two hours before my parents came to get me.

"Heather?" they seemed so surprised that I was here; but other than that nothing. They didn't talk on the way back to Abigail's to get my car, and they didn't punish me either. I was so confused on what was going on.

Did something happen that I was unaware of? Now my paranoia was setting in. I paced my room back and forth then looked over to my computer where my blog was calling me.

The last time I was on, I found a message about some guy trying to show me "what it's like?" I didn't understand. It was almost like if you join your no longer out of it. I logged in and stared in pure horror.

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Comments

- Leave her alone

- I agree, let her get what she deserves

- Guys this is just stupid

- I bet it's because half of you reading this are jealous

-  No one cares what you have to say

- Actually it's a blog there for everyone cares

I looked at the comments as they continued to grow before I opened up a new post.

Hey guys,

Just reading some of your comments... Do you guys honestly think I would betray you like that? I was just trying to prove those Perfs wrong. 

Also I'm a little confused on the whole getting what I deserve... What is it that I did wrong exactly? My last question is it because you know who I am? Because I'm still one of you I'll always be one of you. And in the end, I started the blog that you guys chose to follow. 

I hit the publish button and waited in silence for people to respond. It was the first time I cared so much about what other people had to say about me. I guess once people know who you are, everything matters.

-I'm not sure you understand what you've gotten yourself into

-It's not that we hate you, we just don't like what we know will become of you

What will become of me? And then it hit me... they thing I'll end up becoming the pot head or one of the Perfs minions. I wanted so badly to respond to them but I knew better then to.

I signed out of the blog and went downstairs where my parents were waiting for me. The looks on their faces told me something was wrong. I was bracing myself for a punshiment, I didn't know exactly what one was but I knew I deserved it.

"You know your new friend Abigail?" I nodded in agreement, Oh my god they were probably going to say I can't hang out with her anymore.

A million different thoughts flooded through my head. Would I go against what they would say? Would I tell her? or just make up some lie? No I can't lie. I waited for them to continue.

"She's gone missing." I wanted to laugh, to scream, to break down. They had to be joking. They were right? Now this is when I wish they would tell me I couldn't be with her anymore.

I didn't know what to do, as I slinked down the wall and let myself hit the floor. My parents looked at me and walked away.

I didn't know if I wanted them here with me but I was at a loss of words.

*Sorry it's short... I wanted to save all the other stuff for a different chapter"