WHO am I? Just your average teen struggling with life, but get this, I'm not.
I'm beyond struggling; I'm dying. Dying of sickness, dying of loneliness, dying of ignorance. In some way or another, we're dying in some way.
Unfortunately, others are dying in multiple ways, like me, Jocelyn Matthews, A.K.A Envy.
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I envy everyone, can you blame me? I'm just a sixteen-year-old, Jocelyn Matthews dying to experience the world and dying to leave this life. I haven't left my house in months. I want to experience pure happiness, confusion, love, and maybe even heartbreak? Some would say it's a blessing when I say it's a true nightmare, go on try it.
The past years, the only interactions I've had were between my mom, doctors, and oh Kate, or I mean KitKatKate01, best friend/online friend who I've never met in real life.
Yes, I know I shouldn't be envying everyone for everything, but again, I can't help the fact that I'm insecure about myself, my health, my looks, my personality... My life.
My life was once full of happiness and fairy tales, but is now full of worry and pity. Worry over my life and health and pity on who I am, never once the person I once was.
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Patient Name: Jocelyn A. Matthews
Sex: Female
Date of Birth: 1/18/2001
Age: 16
Medical History: Leukemia, mild depression
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Author's Note:
In regards to TKS, I lowkey don't know where that story is going. Don't worry, I'll finish it and trade off between these stories because idk what I'm doing, I somewhat suck at writing.
^ heh, you already knew that ♡♡♡
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Envy
Short Story/ˈenvē/ v. the desire of having quality *** Who am I? Just your average teen struggling with life, but get this, I'm not. I'm beyond struggling; I'm dying. Dying of sickness, dying of loneliness, dying of ignorance. In some way or another, we're dy...
