Dan was now walking in the cold winter air,he knew exactly where he was going,so it wasn't going to be a horrible trip
on his way there some guys in a car tried hitting on him,but he continued without a word,he wrapped his arms around himself to try to get a bit more warm
he arrived at Phils house shivering like crazy,he tried knocking on the door,but his hands were just to cold,after sometime,he managed to knock loud enough to grab someones attention
Phils mom opend the door and saw Dan with blue lips and red fingers,"i-is Ph-Phil here" he said still shivering,"hurry inside love,its freezing out here" she said pulling him in the door "you stay here ill get Phil" He nodded and wrapped the blanket she put around him around himself.
a few minutes later Phil came downstairs eyes growing wide seeing dan here,"Dan what are you doing,did you walk here" he nodded slowly,"i n-needed t-to talk t-to y-you" he said still cold,Phil went over to Dan and wrapped him in a hug,"so whats going on" Phil said rubbing Dans back,"well,my - uh,my boyfriend kicked me out after he found out about... ya know" Phils face immediately changed to a frown and he stopped everything he was doing,'im sorry,its my fault,i shouldn't have kissed you' Phil signed while looking at his lap
"no no no,its not your fault at all,when you kissed me I was thinking about how different yours are from my boyfriends,and its a good difference by the way,and plus I don't even care that he kicked me out,he was abusive so" Phis eyes got wide,"what do you mean hes abusive" Phil said scared
"well earlier he slapped me a couple times,and when we got home he started kissing on me and I was tired and I askd to go to bed and he slapped me and kicked me but its not a big deal" Dan said shrugging "NOT A BIG DEAL!!DAN HE WAS ABUSING YOU,ABUSE IS A BIG DEAL,WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME" Phil yelled making Dan curl into a ball and cover himself with his arms in fear
Phil immediately noticed and wrapped his arms around him,"im sorry I didn't mean to scare you" Dan looked up with a single tear running down his face,"i didn't tell you because I don't want you to worry about me",Phil kissed Dans hair,"Dan,i care about you and your safety,ok"
Dan nodded,"and you wanna know a secret,i only talk to people I feel safe around,and that's my mom,dad,and most importantly you" Dan smiled and hugged Phil,"im glad I decided to go to school that day" Dan said smiling,"me to"
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Happy 4th of july,
edit: july 5 12:54 AM, I thought I pubished this earlier but wattpads being a bitch
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I'm not hungry || phan
Fanfictionin a story where Dan is a depressed high school student and always claims hes not hungry, but when a certain mute by the name of Phil comes along,will things change. trigger warning; self harm, abuse, anorexia, attempted suicide
