Dan woke up with a pounding headache,he tried sitting up but remembered Phil was latching onto him,he untied Phils arms from around his waist but when he did they were right back where they were, "Phil,i gotta use the bathroom" Dan said in a croaky voice,Phil on the other hand just grunted and pulled Dan closer,Dan giggled and kissed Phils cheek "i will pee on you if don't let go,he grunted again and let go this time,"oh,and its time to get ready for school so get your butt up"
After Dan was done in the shower he put on a long pastel purple jumper with some white jeans,he walked into Phils room seeing Phil rolling on the bed,"did I interrupt your fun time" Dan said leaning in the frame of the door,Phil looked at him "actually yes" he said jokingly,Dan laughed and threw Phils backpack at him, "c'mon were gonna be late
he sighed and grabbed his backpack following Dan towards the front door Phils mom said her goodbye as they walked out of the door,as they walked to school the pounding in Dans head came back,he stopped and held his head groaning,
"Dan are you ok"
Phil asked looking scared, "y-yeah I'm fine" he said giving Phil a weak smile
they arrived at the bus stop and they both sat on the curb,Dan still in pain laid on Phils lap
Phil started petting Dans hair,"are you sure your ok,we can go home if you want"
Dan shook his head,"i told I'm fine,i just have a small headache,dont worry"
the bus arrived and as Dan got on behind Phil he got stares,this was his second day there, it was his first day wearing his pastel clothes.
he sat with Phil near the back in front of some "popular" girls he was guessing were cheerleaders.
"Danielle, right?", one of the girls said looking over her seat at him, "uhm, no you must have the wrong person, Dan, a boy" he said with a small smile
"no, i have the right person, and boys don't wear girly clothing soo think twice before you talk you fat ass"
Dan was shocked by those words, he thought people were done calling him those words, but apparently not
tears started falling down his face slowly but he wiped them away before anyone could notice
"hey Dan does your head stil-, why are you crying" Phil says looking over at Dan, "my head still hurts and we went over a bump and the pain got worse, thats all" h lied.
"well then why don't you go back to my house and rest,i'll call my mum" Phil said as people started getting off the bus
Dan walked away without a word but being tripped by one of the school bullies Mark
"tranny" he said as he walked away leaving people stepping on Dan as they got off the bus.
Phil was the the last person left on the bus along with Dan "Dan are you okay"
Dan stood wiping the tears off his face grabbing his backpack and exciting the bus quickly without Phil
he immediately went to the bathroom locking himself in the stall, he began crying his eyes out as he sniffled loudly.
he heard the door swing open and footsteps growing louder,he sniffed and wiped the tears off hs face trying not to bring attention to himself.
"hey,you alright" a voice said from outside of the stall, "I-I'm fine" he lied trying to get the person to go away.
"you don't sound ok, come out, we can talk about it, i wont hurt you, I promise"
Dan unlocked the stall and slowly peeked through the crack
he saw a tall looking boy with bright hair and a sunflower flower crown, he opened the stall all the way looking at his feet
"whats wrong, why are you crying"
"I- was on the bus, a-and a girl behind me called me fat, and then I w-was walking off and mark tripped me and the people walked on me and called me a tranny a-and-" Dan then broke down again
Kian immediately reacted and pulled Dan in for a hug rubbing his back as he tried to calm him down
he finally calmed him down and got the chance to introduce himself "by the way I'm Kian and you?"
Dan thought for a minute he like this boys name Kian" "oh sorry i wasn't paying attention, I'm Dan"
"well Dan, I think we should go get breakfast, yea?" Dan shook his head "why not, whats wrong"
"I'm not hungry" Dan said shyly looking away, "ok well you can come sit with me and my friends" Kian said smiling Dan nodded and followed him out of the bathroom
as they were walking Dan saw Phil and ran over to him, he grabbed his arm and stopped him "Phil sorry I left you left and I-I wasnt felling well after that situation and- and... im just sorry"
Phil just rolled his eyes and started walking away "PH-PHIl WAIT! Dan yelled trying to get him to stop
Dan grabbed him again and was pushed off forcefully. He felt tears springing to his eyes, but he dosnt want to cry for the second time today.
he went back to Kian's tale and sat next to him, "uhm sorry to inturupt but Kian can have your number...uh not like that just, so could keep in touch with you"
Kian nodded writing down his number, "thanks" Dan said starting to walking off, His walking soon turned into jogging then his jogging turned into running he was now running through the halls to the front entrance so he could forget everything that happened.
as he got out of the building he stopped and started crying catching his breath, as he was catching his breath his crying got sloppy and he was almost havin a panic attack.
he then heard voices and turned around to see kian and his friends running after him.
he started feeling dizzy, stumbling to the nearest thing to keep his balance, as he was stumbling he tripped and fell.
then darkness fell upon him
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sorry for not posting, school started Wednesday and every time I get home which is around 4 I usually fall asleep at 5 and never have time to do anything sooooo ye, its Saturday so here ya go vote comment I luv reading comments and tell me if there are any mistakes
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I'm not hungry || phan
Fanfictionin a story where Dan is a depressed high school student and always claims hes not hungry, but when a certain mute by the name of Phil comes along,will things change. trigger warning; self harm, abuse, anorexia, attempted suicide
