⏯Never⏯
|Yn pov|
I was sitting in my room on Twitter and watching loud house. I was scrolling down my time line when something caught my in big bold letters. XXXTENTACION POSTS SUICIDE NOTE ON TWITTER. The tweet read: ive been struggling with depression for a very long time and it's sad to say as much as I try to motivate others I could no longer deal with it myself . I will leave all of you with my collection of music and ideals . I love you all I'm thankful for everything I'm thankful for everything you all have given me and made. I'll see you in the next life if there is one.
I just sat there in shock , thinking about life. What life will be like without him. He's my bestfriend/boyfriend/lover, my everything. I decided to txt him
To jah❤🌎🔐
Yn: baby?
Delivered
Yn: jah?
Delivered
Yn:please answer me
Delivered
Yn:I'm coming over
Delivered
I waited for a reply but never received one , so I hopped in my diamond encrusted Bugatti and drove to his house. When I arrived I knocked on the door and waited for him to answer
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I got no answer, I twisted the doorknob and surprisingly the door was open.
Yn: jah?!
I still got no answer,I walked upstairs to his room .....he wasn't in there, I checked in the kitchen....he wasn't in there either. So, where could he be ? I heard soft singing coming from the bathroom, I pushed the door open.
Yn:jah? OMG!
He was sitting in the corner of the bath tub full of water, he also had a picture of us in his hand and a bottle of bleach on the outside of the tub.
Yn: baby
I kneeled down beside the tub listening to him sing
"Sing me a sad song
Top of the morning too
By the catacombs
You and I
It's do or die
Skies are grey,so you flew a kite we knew
And I'll take
My lifetime,better days
I won't awake
And I know
You,I,we die
It's so hard to take
This time I'll fly
We won't ever break
It's all I know
You can't ever say
You,I,we die
It's so hard to take
This time I'll fly
We won't ever break
It's all I know
You can't ever say
Vengeance never comes, ooohh
Vengeance never comes, ooohh
Vengeance never comes, ooohh
Vengeance never comes, ooohh
Vengeance never comes, ooohh
Vengeance never comes, ooohh"
Jah: yn
He said softly, I looked at him
Jah: I never meant to hurt you
Yn: baby what are you talking about
I said looking confused. He just shook his head and started crying, I took my clothes off, stepped in the tub and hugged him tightly, playing in his hair while he sobbed into my chest.
Jah: IM SORRY!
Yn: jah tell me please. Why are you sorry
Jah:..........I'm suicidal
Yn: JAH! NOOOO!!!
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HMM 🤔 I think I might make this into a whole book 😂 it seems interesting and I'm the one that's writing it
~Tay❤✨🐻
