10 Toes Down
|Yn pov|
Today Calen and I are going to take a ride around the neighborhood bc why not? There's nothing else to do. I took a shower and put on something simple.Soon enough Calen called me and told me he was outside. I walked out and got into the car plugging my phone up to the aux cord. Calen looked at me crazy.
Calen: well damn u ain't been in here for 5 secs and u already got the aux, I couldn't even get a hey how you doing first.
I smiled at him
Yn:hey how you doing😊 happy?
Calen:nope *pouts*
Yn: aww I'm sorry kiddo
I reached over to hug him, and he slapped my butt.
Yn:ouch fuckface
Calen: ouch who?
Yn: nobody
Calen: exactly what I thought
Yn:w.e shush
*10 mins later*
The 10 Toes Down challenge beat came on and Calen pulled the car on the side of the road.Yn: umm wyd
Calen: here
|Calen pov|
When the 10 Toes Down challenge beat came on I had to stop the car bc I had sum in mind. Yn looked at me confused. And askedYn:umm wyd
Calen:here
I hand handed her my phone
Calen: record me please
Yn: sure
She got my phone and started the video ,so I started my rap.
(Sad I cry every time I watch this)
The beat ended and I looked up to see yn cryin, I was crying too. I leaned over, embraced her in a tight hug and mumbled into the crook of her neck.
Calen: if I ever acted different then im sorry baby
|Yn pov|
Yn: you good baby i understand but can you start it over and record me
Calen: yea np
Once the beat started, I started.(video in mm).
"I walk inside the room she got the knife up to her wrist
She said "don't try and change my mind I swear I'm finna slit it I ain't smart, I can't sing ,we can't all be like you
I didn't go away to college and then graduate from school
And get a good job with my degree hanging on my wall so I can smile and show it off, to the people in my office
That's what you did but life with me has been so different
You have no idea of all the shit I done witness
God hates me, why did he create me
My mama beat me everyday I prayed that he would save me, and come down to the earth and turn me into an angel"
I said "calm down and look at life from different angles"
She said "nah ain hearing you little Mrs. Goody two shoes, always tryna save me like you always do but not this time (yn)
I can't take it anymore, I think that I'd be better off bleeding out on the floor"
And then I said " do u wanna, do u wanna be, happy?
Do u wanna , do u wanna be, free?"
I said "I know u wanna , know u wanna be free
Free from pain,free from scars,free from heartaches
Free from pain,free from tears,free from heartbreaks.
I know u wanna , know u wanna be, happy
I know u wanna,know u wanna be, free"The beat ended , I looked up at Calen and he was smiling so hard, that I laughed
Yn: damn chill yo cheeks Gon be hurting
Calen: that was fire bbg
Yn:ty but can we go get sum to eat
He laughed
Calen:yea
I kissed his cheek, layed back in my seat and sighed.
What a day
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Ik this chapter is short but the nxt one will be a little longer.