All I can hear is a continuous buzz that has drones on for far to long. I would like to get out of the suitcase, but the would probably be some airport security violation.
Another Sneeze.
Its like a sauna. Luckily, I had only worn a bikini. The downside to that was my skin rubbing against the fabric that laid inside the suitcase. A burn is definitely emerging on my back. I don't know how, when, or why Zane got this thing. I didnt know why I didnt just stay home where I didnt have to put on some sort of act.
But you ship Aarmau.
I admit to myself that I do, afterall, being raised with eleven other children each craving and thirsting for attention... It was kind of obvious not everything would be exactly fair. And seeing how he loved her... It wasnt that I was jealous, it was that I wish someday, someone will just take their time to talk to me, unlike my-
Now don't go blaming your parents.
But if I didnt blame my parents, I blamed myself. And if I blame myself, I'm bringing negative thoughts into my head.
And you know Kawaii~Chan has none of those.
Why did I have to read about that pink princess? Why couldnt I act more like... Maud? She was more realistic and was even humorous even when she wasn't trying to be. She was relatable. Real. Real is not being happy all the time.
Sometimes I want to just grab one of my friends by the shoulders and scream at them, telling them who I am. Can... can I even call them that? They don't even know my real name. Of course, it wasnt their fault. It was mine. I took an act to rebel against myself and I took it way too far.
Why... Why do I still do this?
Maybe it was just some sort of emotional attachment. I'm literally a poser, do you think I would be able to bring myself to meet new people? To once again go back in the court house and change my name back with no excuse but: I'm not happy.
Hey! Get back in character.
Think "happy" thoughts. Pink? I hate pink. It's the whole reason I despise Kawaii~Chan. All her family had pink hair and she was never to be original or her own person. But they love Kawaii~Chan. And you want love. Well Zane might not exactly...
Zane? Since when did you start thinking about that downer?
Since I realised we were both in the same position. Since he brought me to Starlight.
Seriously?! Why couldn't I have just stayed home.
I hear a noise and I can feel a rumbling. Five minutes later I'm holding onto the inner walls of the suitcase, feeling the case being lifted and hearing small grunts.
Its over. The plane trip is over... Oh thank Irene.
