The beginning of seventh grade I was a bully to those who bullied my friends. You never know when they might leave you.
At home a I was starting to fight back, and at school I was getting into fights for fun. So people started worrying. I got called to the office a lot. I would never tell them why.
I started field hockey and I started to get stressed out quicker. Because I was scared for some one to notice my self harm spots. So I would change quick. When I was on the field during a game I felt free. But during practice I got stress written on my face.
Field hockey ended and I started to go to the fitness center. But at home the days I wouldn't go to the fitness center i would be a grouch.
The school was setting up additions for the musical. The musical was the best Disney movie ever... The lion king. I tried out for banzai, and zazu.
I was in the ensemble. I was glad I could learn from the Pequea Valley's greatest actors and actresses. I thought the girl who got Rafiki was so beautiful. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. I was an obvious starer. I got in trouble for staring. The funny thing is when I got in trouble for staring I was sleeping with my eyes open at those times.
When the musical was over I was bored again. And I got in trouble again. So Mrs. Ray and my mother brought me to a hospital. Because they thought something was wrong with me. And it turns out something is. This was the year I found out that I am autistic.
After that I cried myself to sleep every night. Amanda asked why I told her, " I don't want you to cry I'll tell you some other time.
One day after that I went to Megan crying. I notice she was happy I didn't want to see that smile pour down. Her smile made me stop crying.
I started to become depressed again. But I his from people. Until eighth grade happened.
