A Love That Could Not Be Or Could It

The awkward visit

Connors pov*
      Julie has to come over today because our parents are friends im dreading seeing her face again because I know if I see her and that cute little smile I will fall for her even harder we had a great relationship we would talk to each other everyday we would walk to class together I loved her and right now she is the only thing on my mind but I being the idiot that I was cheated on her with some hoe and I cant forgive myself I keep a Journal where I write everything but I cant seem to find it.
      Julies pov*
After Connor texted me I couldn't get him off my mind I know; I know he was and probably still is a jerk but he was  cute and nerdy and awkward and funny. We also joked a lot. But how do I know if he has changed.
   James pov*
       Who is Connor? ; does she like him I really hope not because I really like her.
    Julies pov*
We pull into the driveway and memories come flooding back of me coming to hang out with Connor and late night bonfires with his family and friends oh how I miss those days.  When I walk into the house his mom hugs me and I hug her his family loved me and I loved them.
   We walk out into the living room and start talking. After about 5 minutes I get up and walk to the bathroom when I get in there I see a little book and look through it because I will invade your privacy. This kina look like a diary I shall keep reading
     "All I can think about is Julie she ment the world to me and she still does I cant get her off my mind I cant believe I was such a dick to her I don't want to live without her all my hope is pinned on Julie who has probably forgotten about me and moved on which is really sad. I love her and I just wish she would take me back" 
      I slam the book shut and walk out of the bathroom. When I get back to the living room Connor is there "hey Jules" "hey Connor" and that's all we say to each other for the rest of the night. All im thinking about is what he wrote has he really changed?

     Connors pov*
Julie seems awkward kinda like she saw something she shouldn't have. Omg wait did she..........there's no way.......OMG no she read my journal she seemed awkward after she walked out of the bathroom. I walk to the bathroom and sure enough there is my journal I grab it and take it to my room. Julie sees me take my journal into room.
   Julies pov*
Connor takes his journal into his room and I look away he really has changed and maybe just maybe I do still like him but I cant tell him not yet. Oh no what do I tell james?

Sorry for the constant pov change also sorry its short and bad and sorry I haven't updated this in a while I forgot about this book