DM Daddy// J.B

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~Lani~

"LANI WHAT THE FUCK?" I heard as I shot out of bed. The thick and sticky consistency of the medicine made it hard to just wipe what was on my hands off. I wipe them off as best as I can and rub my eyes so I can get a clear look at the person. Justin.

"What" I say just so he can stop yelling. "What? Did you really just ask that?" He said in an angry tone. What is his problem? I was in the middle of a good ass sleep. "I walk in expect to just see you asleep, maybe even awake but instead I walk in a see what looks like a fucking overdose. You were hanging off the damn bed with the fucking cough syrup spilled all over the place, and you sit here and ask me 'what'" he said getting angrier by the second.

Great I'm about to get fucking lectured. I could feel myself dosing off but I keep trying to fight it. "I'm sorry. You told me I had to be asleep or else I would be punished, and after last night, I don't think that I could take another punishment. So I took that stuff to help me fall asleep faster. It wasn't working after the first cup so I took another, and then that didn't work so I took a few more" I said trying to sound more awake than I was.

I look over at him and he looks like his puppy just died. "So this is all my fault" he whispers more to himself than me. "Justin don't say that. This isn't your fault, if anything, it's mine." I reassured. Justin's eyes started to tear. I got up and walked over to him and pulled him into a hug. He hugged back and started sobbing into my hair.

I feel so bad. I've never seen him like this. I tilted my head up and placed a soft kiss on his neck and looked at him. "Come" I said pulling him over to the bed. He took off his shoes and sat down on the bed. I sat behind him and pulled him down so his head was resting on my boobs. He wrapped his arms around my waist and continued to cry.

"Shh, baby it's okay" I said kissing his face. "No" he said shaking his head. "You could have died and it would have been all my fault. It's all because I am such a fucking controlling asshole. I fail everyone. This is why no one has stayed in my life. I lose everyone I love because I'm a fucking idiot." He sobbed harder.

My heart broke at his statement. What does he mean by all of this? There has to be something wrong that made him like this. "Justin, baby what's really wrong?" I said while running my fingers through his hair. He sat up and pulled me into his lap. I turned around so I was straddling him. I frown as I see the tears still dropping from his eyes. Poor baby. I wipe the tears and wait for him to say what he has to say.

"When I woke up this morning, I went to your apartment to grab your stuff because I wanted you to stay here with me. While I was there I found all your stuff packed already and a one way ticket to California. You can't leave me Lani, you mean everything to me and what I did to you today made me realize that I'm fucking terrible to you and you just take it. I now can see why you would want to leave me." He said as he just broke down completely.

Oh my god. He found it. He wasn't supposed to find that. Shit. "Justin look at me." I said sternly so he would listen. He looked at me and wiped the tear that fell from his eye. "I would never leave you" I said while grabbing his face. "I love you so much." I said placing a kiss on his lips.

"What about your stuff and the tickets?" He said confused, making me chuckle. His face turned super serious and he looked mad again because I started to laugh. "You weren't supposed to find that. I have that because I wanted to go to California." I said leaving him confused. "And you weren't going to fucking let me know?" He hissed. Well damn. Mood swings much?

"No no no, that isn't what I meant. I bought the ticket when I bought this" I said reaching for my purse so I could pull out the blue envelope with Justin's name written on the front. He takes it with a shaky hand.

Justing carefully opens the envelope and pulls out the card. A birthday card. He looks up at me and opens the card to read it. When the card opened a plane ticket to California fell out. He looked at me and back at the card.

"I was going to give you this on your birthday next week but things happened and now we are here." I smiled. He flipped us over and placed me on my back. He kissed my face repeatedly making me giggle. "I've always wanted to go to California" he said super excited. "I know, that's why I bought us tickets" I told him just as excited.

"I love you" he said looking me in the eyes. "I love you too" I said as I flipped us over so I was straddling him. "I can't believe you thought I was going to leave you" I said while pulling my top off. I had a pretty good idea and I wasn't sure if he would like it but I know I would.

I got up and ran downstairs grabbing a pair of handcuffs. I quickly ran back up the stairs to see Justin sitting there with a confused face. I smirked while twirling the handcuffs around my finger. "Since you want to accuse me of things I didn't do," I said walking over to him and cuffing one of his hands to the headboard. "It's your turn to get punished".