Um sometimes honestly I can break down and start crying like that because of what my mind set is and how wrecked I feel. Beings broken is one thing now how can you determine if it's perminent? Ever since 'he' left it was like a piece of me was gone along with it and for that I have the right to cry. 'He' was there for me when I didn't have anyone and was the first person to turn to. What a 'friend' right?