The struggle of life is when you need to heal. The 'accident' is going to fade away the scares in your mind stay there as a reminder. You can't hide your fear of it happening again but what you can do is forget.
Forgetting is harder than it may seem. I'm haven't started but when you start you want to stop but how to continue? I remember the accidents since it was yesterday and to this day I could cry because of it.
I never would never feel the same why ever again but I will be better than ever. I can promise you that.
