No tears. They just weren't there. I was crying before I left my friends. Why not when I left them? It's an odd question, really. The day I left them there was more laughter and happiness then tears and sadness. I really don't know why... It's not that I was happy to leave them, I would never be happy to leave them. It was because I thought about the memories we made. I look back and remember the times we laughed together. The times we had fun. The times we were angry at each other for no reasons. I think I did as best as I could. In fact that was the best year ever so far. They inspired me to smile when I left them instead of crying. I don't want to live life down in the dumps. I want to remember them and laugh at our memories. But it's not just them I'm going to miss. There is too many names to write. I won't forget any one of those names. Or their faces and their personality. I understand now why I didn't cry when I left. Because I was ready to leave them. I didn't want to leave them, I was just simply ready. God has a plan for all of us and mine for some reason was to leave them. God thought I was ready to go, He knew I was ready to go. And I trust Him. There is one more reason I didn't cry when I left. Because of them. They made me stronger. They helped me understand that I'm Never Alone.
