I couldn't face Jasper with my emotions on he could feel everything I'm feeling and he could make me feel things I didn't want to feel ever again. My three mates all rejected me.....kol....klaus
....and....Jasper...
My heart was almost fully decayed only half remained thanks to my boys and my love for them. The pain of the bond was excruciating but I don't care.
I don't care about them....what's happening around me.....or.....keeping up appearances. I went to school as normal, Because I did not want a repeat of yesterday.
When I first started going to mystic falls high elena was bullying me and others joined in but when people started to know me they left elenas side. I really liked this school.
All the teachers are great especially alaric I never thought I would like one of dame's drinking buddy's I like the fact that damon most of the time listens to Ric. Ric is a fantastic history teacher and English teacher.
Lately, elenas has had this annoying little smirk on her face all week and I don't even know why. It's like she is waiting for something all o know is that whatever it is it's not going to be bad.... Badder for me, her and ..... This town.
This sleepy little town that I had come to think of as my home. I've moved around plenty in all my years walking this earth and I have never found a place like this that I feel like I belong.
My sons and I along with Tyler and matt walked outside for lunch Damon Stefan and I had sandwiches and a canteen of blood each. Stefans blood canteen had animal blood because he is what's known as a ripper he can not have human blood his primal instincts take over. Nobody knows why it happens. Damon and I don't have a problem with managing our blood lusts.
It may have something to do with the fact that I am the original heretic and Stefan is my first born.
, "bella....BELLA"
I reply, "what?"
They laugh at me it's good to see my kids laugh even if it's because I have done something dumb. Their laughter makes my heart swell.
Bonnie says ," we heard that there's going to be new students. Do you think you could find anything out for us?"
I nodded and stalked off towards the office. When I got into the office I found them. The .... cullen's and the. .... michaelson's standing in the office looking at one another until I walked in then they were all looking at me.
Although I had already knew that the cullen's were here it was still a big shock for them all to be in the same room as each other.
I could see the knowing looks kol and klaus were giving jasper. I could see how suspicious jasper was of kol when my sons looked exactly like him.
They all had bright smiles plastered on their faces. I frowned and walked out and out of the school. I walked past my kids and our friends into the woods and sat down in a meadow deep within the forest hyperventilating. I couldn't take it.
They are here. They were here . They are here. They repeated over and over in my head as I rocked myself backwards and forwards trying to calm myself and make since of everything.
I started to pay more and more attention as I came back to reality I could sense people all around me. I felt trapped as I started snarling and growling.
The next thing I know they all started moving backwards except two who seemed to be moving closer and closer. When they were in scent shot I got a smell and recognised my kin. My baby's. I pulled them behind me after looking them over for injuries. But found none.
I snarled at everybody backing back. When they were far enough away I grabbed my kids and ran
