Bella
I can no longer say that I don't love my three mates. Although the years have been heard and long... I always hoped my mates would prove their worth.
I walked over to them. I couldn't keep treating them like they aren't worth their pinch of salt. I looked at them. They seemed to be cautious with me being this close. If I'm being completely serious I can't blame them the last time I was this close I cursed them to watch my suffering over and over. I cursed them to watch.....
I said, " I can no longer continue to do this to you. To any of you...."
Jasper looked shocked. As did koland Klaus. Not surprisingly klaus was the first to snap out of their stupor. He smirked. I knew that look. I smiled back as he bucked me up and spun me around in his big strong arms.
The others just stood there and watched the scene in fold. While the other students stopped what they were doing and looked completely shocked. The day went by so quickly I didn't know school could be that good. To be honest I wasn't really paying much attention. My mates and I described how that we all needed to talk. So we decided to go to their house after school.
Klaus.
The day had been wonderful finally being able to hold my make was the Best feeling in the world.
We sat on the sofa Together. Talking about everything we had missed over the thousands of years with been apart.
Bella said, "kol, There is something you should know... um ... You have two wonderful kids"
Kol Replied not thinking yeah I know They are my kids I've known for a while
I look Bellas eyes and realised she's putting the pieces together she said sangunium all of a sudden my memories started playing in my head in the last couple of days me, Jasper and kol opening Bella's door looking through her house and walking into her bedroom the next thing I remember feeling is guilt. Guilty, that we went through bills belongings without asking guilty, for breaking and entering. My memories Faded away leaving myself, call and Jasper looking at Bellers distraught face. She look like her heart was broken pained me to see.
Kol.
Looking at Bella I now understand how wrong we were breaking into a house and Snooping through Her stuff. I can't bring myself to premiers the next thing I know she disappeared leaving me, Jasper and klaus sitting in the living room without her. I sat there thinking on might doesn't trust us. It wasn't because of a mother it wasn't because of the past that we shared it was because we invaded her privacy and went right things all because you couldn't wait for her to forgive us.
My children will only know me as your arsehole who broke their mum not once twice. I will never know them like bella does. I'll never have a relationship with them all because of my selfishness makes me sad to believe.
Look around at Jasper and Clouse and see them still in the stupor and realised it wasn't for me my children my brothers and Jasper would have relationship with Bells
I hate myself for it. Are used to have this profound hate for my mother now that he is on me not my mother, not what she did to Bella, not because she gave us this... Eternal life.
