looking for a star. -jahseh onfroy-

chapter three. (clean)

My stomach dropped as I felt him release inside me. Well my mom is gonna kill me.
He threw me one of his tees, I assumed this was his house, and I put it on along with my bra and panties from earlier. I suddenly realized what had happened.
"Where you going?" He asked.
"This was all a mistake, I didn't mean to get high, I didn't mean for any of this to happen. This was just a big mistake." I said as I scrambled out the door and down the stairs in a panic. By then it was 4am and everybody had left. Except Ski. I bumped into him in the kitchen and at this point I was crying. He pulled me into a hug and rubbed circles on my back.
"Ski...I...I got high and fucked X and he forgot to pull out, and I can't afford to be pregnant because I have a modeling career ahead of me and I'm only 19, I can't have a baby and that's gonna put it on hold, and-" He held me tighter as tears flowed freely down my face. I turned around to go back upstairs to get my clothes so Ski could drop me off, but I ran into X.
"Indya, I-"
"NO, SHUT UP. YOU'VE DONE ENOUGH. IM GOING HOME." I yelled while crying. Ski went upstairs to go get my clothes while I sat on the couch. X decided to sit beside me.
"Indya, look. I know you're mad. I'm sorry. That's all I can say, and nothing else. The chances of pregnancy are not 100%. You might be lucky, even if that means I'm not."
"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked, wiping a tear.
"Never mind. The point is, it's not all over. At least not yet." he said.
"Wow, thanks." I replied sarcastically. X went in for a hug, but I saw Ski coming downstairs and got up. I took off the tshirt I was wearing and threw it to X. He threw it back and told me to keep it. Whatever. Little did I know that wasn't the end of my life, but just the beginning. I put my cropped sweatshirt back on and got in the car in nothing but that and my underwear. The ride home was silent, deadly silent, but there were still silent tears. When we pulled in my driveway, Ski got out with me. He pulled me into his chest and whispered in my ear.
"Everything's gonna be okay babygirl. You're gonna be alright. He let go and wiped the last tear from my cheek. I composed myself and turned around as he pulled out of the driveway. Maybe Ski was right, though.
A/N- Im sorry this version is so short, the smut took up over half of the explicit version, but here's what happened after they hooked up, with as minimal smut possible. As always, show this book lots and lots of loveeee❤️ otay love y'all bye -<3

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