"I can't take this." I say walking down the stairs.
"You aint leaving me you piece of shit! Your life is worth nothing without me!" He yelled.
I froze and turned around to look at him.
His fists both clenched, Carmel skin red, and his chest heaving.
I shook my head and pulled out my shades from my thick fluffy hair.
"Watch me." I shot pack, turning on my heals and walking away.
Then I heard running.
I fell face forward down the stairs.
"Didn't I fucking tell you your dumb ass ain't leaving me!" He yelled in my face.
I whimpered and groaned in pain. His heavy breathing was loud and aggressive.
"This is what your hard headed ass gets." He snickered, pulling me up by my collar.
I started to shake. He can get very dangerous. Very very dangerous.
He dropped me down ok the floor.
I whined.
My body, laying on the cold granite floor.
"I can make your life hell or I can make it a dream come true. I can satisfy your every need without you asking or I can make you beg. I can make your body feel good or make it feel terrible. I can and will hurt you emotionally or uplift you. I fucking own you Jacob! Every single damn inch of your short ass." He yelled at me.
He started to laugh.
Like a maniac.
He stooped to my level.
"Let's go upstairs." He said.
He picked me up and I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Your no angel, either baby,
Your no angel either baby." He sang sweetly in my ear.
I shivered.
"Neither are you." I whispered back.
"But I'm trying to become one. for you. You deserve more than me." He sighed, walking inside the bedroom.
He laid me on the bed and pulled the covers back for me to get in.
"Go to sleep, take a nap. Get some rest." He told me, kissing my cheek.
I smiled and kissed him on the lips.
He slipped into bed with me, pulling me closer to him.
My hands travelled up to his cheeks, cupping them and pulling him closer to me.
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
I took a deep breath and exhaled.
"I'm sorry for trying to leave you. I know, you're right. I am yours and yours only. My life would be nothing without you." I looked down.
A smile crept upon his face.
"That's right baby. See how much easier it Is to love me when you listen?" He asked, lifting my head up by my chin.
I nodded and took my sweats off under the blankets along with my t-shirt, leaving me in boxers and wife-beader.
Chres pulled me closer to him.
"I love you Jacob." He whispered in my ear.
I shivered but yet felt uncertain inside.
As bad as he treats me sometimes he still loves me?
"I-I love you too." I replied with honesty.
He kisses the back of my neck and ran his fingers through my Afro.
"Why you so soft baby?" He asked.
I rolled over to face him.
"I'm just using this new lotion." I shrugged.
He chuckled
"Well your skin feels angel soft."
He smirked.
I looked up at the ceiling.
An angel?
No one here on earth is an angel.
We are no angels.
