True Me

Chapter 5

That's Rosie up there

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After that lunch. I walk through my fifth class. Then sit at the side of my boring seatmate. Yeah she's not boring but I need to make things boring with her.

While Mrs. Scott discuss something about culinary arts. My track is Stem but we have a culinary arts. Weird right?

My mind spacing out. My thought was running like this ' is she's a boring seatmate? Or not? Cause if she's boring, the time became slow or she's not boring? My time are quick if she's on my side. Even we don't talk for an hour." Like I was saying the bell rang again for another class. Yah, this is a bad sign for me, I guess. Because I just think that my time is fucking quick. And then now the time became quick again. I hate it! We both go to our sixth class, yah, yah, yah, she's behind me. I think she's following me, but wait-- what? Oh I almost forgot she's my classmate till my last subject. The class passed quickly.

"Stevie!" I called her name, cause of the tutor thing. Don't assume that I'll call her cause I want too.

"Why?" she asked coldly.

"Do you understand all of the lesson on this day?" I quickly asked.

"Of course I can understand, why?" she sarcastically ask.

"Nothing much, but how about the past lesson you skipped and the exam you skipped last month." I asked again. Fuck, I hate asking.

"That's all fine." she said. "Here's are my paper exams and quizzes." she took a papers from her bag then give it to me.

I see all of his papers are almost perfect. I'm proud of her, she's a gifted child. Wait? Proud? No no. I'm wrong she's just a gifted person.

"Okay I see. Bye need to go! See you tomorrow." she look at me, like she's questioning me 'why I'm so curious about her grades.

I run faster then go to the parking area of our school. I always get a ride from Rosie. As I enter the car I feel like I go to the fun run event.

"Why?" Rosie asked.

"Nothing." I just smile fake in the both of them.

"Do we have a fun run event?" Rose joked.

"Shut up Rose!" Rosie said.

"Hey Rosie, come over to my house to talk something special. Okay?" I said while having a hard breath.

"Okay." I see Rosie control her laugh after seeing Rose get red because of the jealousy she hides.

"Just kidding Rose!" Rosie and I laugh.

"Okay." she answered then nod.

I tease her then she laughs.

"Stop it Ally. HAHAHAHAHA!" Rose said while laughing.

"It's just a joke, Rosie would never cheat on you. I can't either go with Rosie, cause I'm straight remember? And Rosie is a LESBIAN, so I can't date her." I said emphasising the word 'lesbian' for her to understand it, then I see Rose smiled. Rose know that I'm straight girl.

After Rose and Rosie dropped me at my place. I take a rest then eat the dinner with my mom and dad. After that Rosie calls me, and talk about Stevie. I'm not really sure if I'm already in love with her. Or just the idea of her. But still I'll avoid her as long as I can do it.

*fast forward* (2weeks later)

I did it! I avoid her for 2weeks, but what if I can't do that this coming week? She didn't talk to me much, but what if she does this week.

While our Teacher discuss the super boring Chemistry my mind spacing out. I hate it! I want to focus but I can't focus.

I glace at her, then I see her smiles at me. My heart beat went fast. I kinda scared of avoiding her, cause she doesn't know I avoid her. I'm too nervous about falling but I hate avoiding her, to be honest. What will I do now?

She snap her fingers in front of my face. I'm shocked by that, then clear my thoughts after clearing it I look at her beautiful face. 'Ally erase that'

"Hey! Why are you avoiding me?" she sounds sad at this point.

I'm shocked when she asked that. Is she a mind reader?

"Sorry, I'm just busy and do some stuffs." I said with a serious emotion on my face.

"Ahm okay. Want--" she stop for a little while then continue what she was saying. " I mean do you want to hang out with me, this coming Saturday?"

"What if I don't like." I said sarcastically.

"Why? I'll do anything, just for you to say yes." Stevie said with a big smile.

"I don't think we have to hang out." I said with a low tone.

"Why?" Stevie ask

"I think you'll not enjoy the puberty foods that I always want to eat." - me.

"What?" - Stevie

"Like street foods, I like those things to eat. And on that thing we're not compatible." -Me

"I'll try just for you." she says determine.

"Okay, I'll think about it." -Me

"Okay!" she smiled widely.

What the heck are you doing Ally! You made a wrong decision, she'll make sure that you will be with her. Ignore her this Friday okay Ally?

"Class dismiss!" I heard Mrs. Scott says.

After all of my classes I go home, then lock myself at my darkroom. To think what will I do this coming Friday. I'll dump her or I'll go with her. What? Please answer me empty mind!

Someone's knock the door, then came inside my room.

"Hey baby!" Why are you here again?" mom asked.

"Nothing mom, I just want to be alone." -Me

"That's not the true reason. I feel it baby, don't hide it. You know that I can read your mind." - Mom

She can read mind cause she's a psychologist and psychiatrists.

"Yah, I know you can--" I stop for a little while then continue. "Someone ask me to hangout, but my mind want to reject. I like her but I don't want to fall in love again mom." I said it in tears. She know everything about me, about my sexuality and she's okay with it.

"Don't reject someone, unless you don't like them. Give her a chance, then if you seen the real her. You can decide if she's not deserving for your love or she's deserving. Just be yourself and don't anyone else control your emotions and decisions." she kissed my forehead after saying that "Good night baby! Always remember that we love you. Me and your Dad." after closing the door she give me a sweet smile. And I give her a sweet smile back.

Yah, I had an answer for her question.

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A/N: I'm jealous about Ally. She have a date but I don't have. Just kidding! Have a nice night guys and to those morning reader have a nice and good day to you.

Thanks for reading this book. I love you allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.