True Me

Chapter 8

That was the sweetest couple Rose and Rosie!

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Monday:

I really hate this, I'm look like a zombie right now. I didn't fall asleep well last Saturday and Sunday night. I'm think about Stevie, I mean if I should avoid her because I don't want to fall in love again and I don't like to get hurt again.

The first class I have, we just do a lot of lectures and seat works. My second class discuss all the things we have to learn on how we compute the basic-calculus for the engineering thing. The third class was fun because of Danny, he make fun of everything today. I really love when he's very energetic or hyper. By the way I get back to my true schedule, our principal give me 1 month tutoring Stevie. Yup just one month so I can avoid her maybe.

The bell rung for the fourth class.

Mrs. Black gave us new seating arrangement, I sit in front of Stevie and she's at the same seat.
I feel more comfortable now, she can't distract me "Yessss!" I mumble.

She didn't talk at me all this time, i feel like the time was really slow right now. I hate this 'ugh'

When the class end, I lamely grab my things and before I walk. She grab my arms gently and pull me close to her chest.

"I miss you Allison!" she muttered.

I'm shocked when she did that, but my face give a little smile. I miss her too to be honest, but nooooooo Ally you can't. She will just leave you in the end for sure.

She tighten the hug while me, I'm just letting her hug me. She let go of the hug and she give me a sweet smile after, "did you miss me?" She asked.

"Ahhm- y-yeah I miss you too." I replied. I will just make a cold conversation with her, so she will leave soon.

"Did you enjoy our date last Saturday?" she ask and smile, fuckkk i see her sexy dimples again.

What is happening to you Ally?? 'Can you please stop, attracted to someone's dimple.' I rolled my eyes when I whisper that thing.

"Hey Allison!" she snap her hands on my face.

"Of course, I enjoy it." I give a sweet smile on her.

"That's good, can we do it again?" she ask gracefully.

"What did you just said before asking me again lady?" I feel like i didn't hear what she said a while ago.

"Did you enjoy our date last Saturday?" she said confusedly.

I feel like my cheeks get hot then tell her, "It's just a friendly date remember!" I said straight forward.

"For me it's not just a friendly Allison! It's a real date between a person, even just we're both have the same gender." she complained.

"I am a straight Stevie!" I said out loud.

Thank God we're just the only person here in the classroom.

"Ally i know you are not!" she said while playing her hands and looking at them.

"How could you said that, you only know me for almost 3 months! I don't even tell you that I am gay." I slowly look at the floor that time. I know I was wrong on saying that kind of stuff, but I'm still not ready to get out of my closet.

"Really Ally? All the talks and sweetness we did last Saturday is just a joke to you?" She faced me, closer and closer to my face and look at my eyes.

"No it's not a joke to me, but sorry I can't go on a date and continue this kind of stuff. I need to focus on my study and be a good daughter to my parents." I said in tears.