brother | knm

eight

hannah's pov

he hold my hands tightly as i looked down and my smile faded away

"i...i"
"hos-hoseok" i stuttered as he let go of my hand

"i know you don't feel the same way and sorry for the waste of time" he said with a weak smile and left closing the door

"but you said you could sleep with me" i muttered as i laid down on my bed and hugged my pillow

as the door opened
i quickly smiled because hoseok decided to come back but i sat up and it was just namjoon

"i thought hoseok was gonna sleep with you" he said as he sat on my bed

"no he rembered we had school" i lied and smiled

he slightly nodded and went out

i hope he'll still notice me and talk with me. i don't wanna lose him

...

"wake up hannah" namjoon said knocking on the door as i yawned

i took something simple like a black croptop and black ripped jeans oh and my red converse

i went down and ate breakfast with namjoon

"so actually heard that hoseok liked you" he said and ate

"you knew about it?"

"no i heard it yesterday"

"oh well i just hope we will still talk and be with me like before"

"i know he will" he said and smiled

after that we walked together to school

few minutes we reached the school and walked together to our locker

i was taking my books and i saw hoseok walked passed me without saying hello but did with namjoon

i looked at namjoon and frowned as he went to me

"it's okay i'll talk to him" namjoon said while patting my back

we went to class but maureen didn't showed up. i sat on seat with yixing as we both smiled at each other.

the teacher came and we did our project. jungkook was always beside me and heather did nothing. she might felt embarrassed after what happened yesterday.

our project was done. it was really fun but it was only me and jungkook who did the project. the teacher said we will present our presentation tomorrow.

we deal that heather will say a lot and we'll say least. when it was breaktime

i went on my seat with yixing. i don't wanna join the others. i just don't know how to face with hoseok. after what happened yesterday.

me and yixing were talking and ate.

"so namjoon is your brother right?" he asked as i slightly nodded

"he is a good brother? he is a good student here u know" he said and smiled as i smiled back

"why aren't you with the others?" he asked as he looked down

"what's wrong?" i asked lifting his chin. so he doesn't want to be with me??

"why aren't you with the popular one why with the ugly, quiet and unpopular one?" he asked as i smiled

"i don't care if you're not popular."
"i care about how you are, you're nice sweet, you're a good friend" i said smiling as he smiled back.

hoseok's pov

"i think you should go talk with her right?" jimin said patting my shoulders as i nodded. he went to the others as i made way to the class.

i just get hurt seeing her. i don't wanna get hurt and if she sees me hurt. of course she'll be hurt too. i don't wanna hurt me and her. so if i  stay away from her. she'll forget me and yeah she will not be sad. but the thing is i will end up hurt

i reached the class. i saw hannah with yixing. i hid and peeked at the window. hannah was lifting yixings chin which made me jealous.

i think it's better not to talk to her? i mean if i talk to her she'll still be with me. talk with me hang out with me and of course my feelings will grow and grow more! i think i just shouldn't.

i ran to the bathroom and stared at my reflection. i feel so embarrassed  yesterday! the way she let go off my hand and looked down. the way i left ugh! i should stop and just ignore her!

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