brother | knm

eighteen

hannah's pov

it's been a month. and it's going great! till when me and namjoon was out and made our way to school. i saw jessica!

now namjoon and jessica are chatting while im beside them like i was invisible.

when we reached the school i rushed to the rooftop. because of jin. i hope he has new dad jokes. *giggles*

i went up but he wasn't there. maybe i should wait here. he used to be early tho. he is like one of the students that comes first at school.

the bell rang and i was so disappointed. he didn't showed up. i walked down and i saw namjoon and the others were with jessica. why is yixing or jungkook not here to save me?

i ran to them and smiled

"oh hannah! you're here!" jimin said and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

we all went to the class as everyone got jealous at namjoon and jessica.

i sat on my seat without yixing. :(.
while the teacher was teaching i was just staring at the window.

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when the class ended. namjoon and the others went outside with jessica as jimin invited me.

when we were at the canteen. HERE WE GO AGAIN! everyone's attention is on her! ugh! even maureen likes her

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school ends and jessica is still on the top. wait! library! i actually saw a really good book to give to taehyung. i know he'll like it!

i sneaked to the library and i head laughs and giggled. i saw taehyung laughing alone? oh wait! with a girl. it's jessica. great! now they are together! why didn't taehyung invited me?

i went home sadly and just laid at my bed.

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NOW IT'S TO MUCH! SHE IS ALWAYS TOGETHER WITH THEM THEY ARE FRICKIN IGNORING ME! SHE IS BECOMING POPULAR TOO! YOU WANNA SEE HOW IT IS? FINE LET'S GO

first i already see namjoon, maureen and jessica. they were chatting while i was far away from them. namjoon was asking if i could come and join them but no thanks!

well when we reached school jin isn't at the rooftop anymore. he's always gonna stay in front of the school for jessica and the others.

and if the teacher says 'find a partner' jimin will already make an eye contact with jessica. they are also partners! while i get stuck with one i don't know that much.

and after school she'll go to macdonalds with hoseok and jimin. even yoongi plays basketball with her. i am tired of this week!

oh and i forgot yixing id gone bc of he is going to his grandparents :((

namjoon's pov

tbh i don't like jessica that much. she is like taking hannah's place. now im here at the playground alone thinking about that problem.

"stop! maybe someone will see us" someone whispered. that voice sounds familiar..actually not

i hid behind the slide and i saw jessica with another boy?!

"what about namjoon?" the boy asked worriedly as jessica giggled

"i just used him to be popular, i mean i used them" she said and giggled

i widened my eyes and my face started to be red because of my agriness. i hid behind the slide and i stood there hiding and watched them kissed!

i left with tears rolling down my cheeks. i the suddenly bumped into someone

hannah's pov

while i was wondering at the school around 'alone'
i suddenly bumped into someone's chest. i looked up to see who it was. it was namjoon crying. he didn't even looked who he bumped into. he just walked away as i grabbed his wrist.

"hannah?" he said

"are you okay?" i asked him as he wiped his tears off and nodded.

i know he's lying because he just cried.

"why are you walking alone?" he asked as i sighed

"just wanted to be alone" i lied as he nodded and smiled.

i want to know why he was crying? i just ignored because maybe he doesn't want to say it.

we just walked and talked. i don't know if i should stop liking him. *sighs*

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again sorry for short update. im at the mall tho keke i am just writing which is actually fun