thigh highs // phan

sixteen

this... this is a goodbye.

no one else cared.

so... don't be surprised when you get this letter.

you were there for me.

more than anyone has ever been there for me.

and honestly, compared to others, you barely did anything.

but, years and years of people not caring.

and you showed up.

I saw the way you looked at me.

it was different.

I don't really know if it was a good different, but id like to think of it that way.

phil lester,

your eyes are like the sea, you could just swim in them.

they also reflect a bit of yellow and green.

yellow like the sun.

green like the grass.

your eyes are like the world.

looking at them makes me feel like im going on an adventure, and i am.

an adventure into those beautiful eyes of yours.

how did his eyes get so beautiful?

who knows.

but needless to say,

i care a lot about you phil,

and you cared more than others.

i just couldn't take the pain anymore.

so if people ask,

please,

please tell them that so much pain was caused i couldn't take it anymore.

i know you might think this is crazy phil,

but i love you.

goodbye.

-d.h.