i am looking for answers
i am looking for anything
a heart to bleed
a ship to steer
an army to command
i want nothing but something easily lost
to call my own
i want something beautiful and fleeting
that i cannot craft for all the jewels in the earth
a snowflake or a smile
surprise
and i want something that will last forever
i want time itself
but also to command myself
when my time runs out
i want there to be nothing
though i will never escape knowing
that there is everything
all these things i want
and this is how i know
i will never
be
satisfied
