Baby look

By baby pt.2

This chapters dedicated to furryluv4_3456 (thank you for being so active!)

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Breath in

Breath out

Breath in

Breath out

I pull myself up off the floor ignoring my stomach protest, for the past six minutes I've been trying to get my breathing steady.

After I ran out of Roland's house I started to feel nauseated and my stomach felt like it was in knots.

I put the keys in the ignition and start the car, the drive home was anything but comfortable,
my stomach churned and the pain double I waited it to subside, it never did
All I could do was control my breathing.
Each minute I could feel a sharp jab pierce my insides and each time It would leave breathless, it was hard to focus on the road.

Finally I made it home but felt like puking, I stagger out the car before my head started to feel weightless before I realize what was happening my head slammed to the cars window. My head was throbbing and my legs gave out, I fell to the floor grazing my knee.

Groaning I try my best to stand up but land right back on the ground. Desperate, I get on my hands and knees and I crawl up the porch.
I push myself off the pavement and put all my weight on the door so I didn't fall.

I knock on the door and wait for someone to open it.
I could hear voices behind the door sounds like mom and dads home, not the right time.

Our maid Whitney opens the door and catches me before I fall,
"Oh my, Ms Carrington? You okay?" She ask steadying me.

I pull myself off her and tried my best stand up straight as painful as it was.

I try my best to smile "Um yeah, just fine."
I felt another jab in my stomach but try my best to mask the pain on my face and walked in.

"Me and your parents weren't expecting you to come home this early" Whitney says following behind me.

Once I reach the living room, where my parents lunging at my mom gasp while my dad look like he was about to I pass out.

"Honey y-your pants" my mom says pointing to my shorts, on pulse I look down at my pants and the sight was unbelievable.

My baby blue shorts were dampen with blood, red gush down my leg staining my sandals and the floor.

this isn't normal, I've had my period many times and it was never like this.

Still I didn't want everyone to freak out.

"It's probably just my time of the month again, I'm fine." I said turning around and started walking towards the stairs.

Someone lightly pulled my shoulder "dear are you sure?" Diane our maid ask.

"Of course, nothing to freak out about." I said feeling another sharp jab in my stomach.

Even though I continued smiling, I could still feel everyone's eyes on me as I walk to the stairs.
I was almost there until the pain got to much, it felt like I was getting stab from the inside multiples times, all at once.

When will this end?

Unable to hold my own weight, my vision got blurry and I fall on my sides cupping my aching stomach.

The whole place was in an uproar maids, butlers my parents all yelling but there voices felt far away.

"Quentin call the ambulance!"

"8164 avenue, on wellway street!..I said well way street!!"

"Don't worry miss your gonna be fine"

            
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Slowly my eyes adjust to harsh light, a soft mechanical noise beeped every second.

Beep...beep...beep

I look around the room, it was my stomach felt like it was cutting itself open, as I in the hospital?
Mom was sitting not to far away from me with dad next to her.

"Mom? Dad? What happened, why are we here?"
There eyes were blood shot and there wrinkles in depth. 

Moms lips purse, "are you pregnant Conny?"

Mom knows? How did she know? Wait that must mean dad knows too. It's not that I never wanted them to know about my pregnancy it's just every time I was close to telling them I got scared and change the subject, I was ashamed.

"Yeah, I am" I whisper looking away.

Dad clears his throat  "we talked with your doctors they said your baby had a intra-uterine fetal death."

My blood ran cold I didn't like the sound of that,
"W-What does that mean"

"The baby died in the womb, it's now a dead fetus. The doctors are going to remove the fetus out, so you'll be undergoing surgery" dad says getting up from his seat "me and your mother just wanted to talk to you before the surgery started."

"Why didn't you tell us?" Mom cuts in "We're your parents."

I shrug and look away.

I was so ashame.

"C'mon, we should leave" dad says tugging on mom. I watch them walk away and never once look back.

How did it get like this? If I never got drunk that night and never..never have slept with Tyler, I wouldn't be in this situation.
I'm in pain, no pain killer could numb my throbbing heart.
Sobs rack through me and I curl up crying.

I'm in pain, inside and out.

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We'll sucks to be Conny right now, also don't forget to vote if you liked this chapter☆