Baby look

Baby, listen up

↑ My favorite song right now!

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I have to tell Tyler, I have to, but I just couldn't get a word out.

Tyler takes his arm from my shoulder and gives me a sloppy kiss.
"Conny, what's wrong?"

Exhale

Inhale

Exhale

Inhale

"What is it?"

"Uh it's fine, nothing really just need to cool off, it's so hot in here."

I can't tell him, Not here. I'll tell him once were outside, so I grab on Tyler's sleeve and rush through the crowd, I had to get through the front door.

It wasn't easy, the large mass of dancing bodies made it harder than it should've been. Someone even elbowed me.

I can never understand how people considered parties fun, it wasn't that I hated them, I just didn't like them as much as my friends did.
Tonight was a exception, tonight was when I tell Tyler the news.

Once we made it out I felt the chilly air kiss my skin, my attire wasn't suited for this weather. I only had on a bralet and shorts, even though it still feels good to be able to finally breath.

"Conny what?" Tyler impatiently said

Instead of replying I pull him farther away from this house. We walk by multiple houses before I came to a complete stop and face him.

"you're wasting my time, if your not gonna say anything then I'm I'm going back-"

I grab on Tyler's arms to stop him from moving.

Breath in

"Conny. What. Is. It?"

"I–I–I–"

"Just fúcking say it already fúck!"

"I'm pregnant!!" I yelled.

My pants were the only thing that could be heard. I expected Tyler  to start spitting curses, freak out, look disheveled as I felt.
And l waited for him to say something, anything.

"Tyler say something, your scaring me." I mutter.

I wanted him close to me and to tell me he loves me like he always does, but he was stiff and speechless.

No. He loves me, tyler loves me. He won't leave me. I know he won't.

Tyler, say something.

We can get through this, we could make it work.
Sure he can be really immature most of the times, but..he'll make a great father, and of course parenting is never easy, it'll be hard but with Tyler, I know we can get through it.

I love him.

All of the sudden Tyler laughs, his dry laugh sends chill down my spine, I hug myself tighter.
Finally Tyler sobers up.
"Not funny Conny" he says chuckling.

Whys he laughing, he thinks this is a joke?

I clench my fist "What's so funny!"

Tyler guffaws bending over to catch his breath "Y-Your pregnet?"