The Silent One(my battle through depression,suicide,and self-harm)

Chapter 4: the new girl

soon after my dad found a new house and we started to move in right away I was so excited to start over my hair grew back and I got a shot to help my growth the first day of my new school rolled around so quick and on the first day I already had bad names "short girl" "bitch" "slut" "whore" etc.. Nobody except 2 girls bothered to talk to me it was still the same all year I weeped myself to sleep every night I went to a therapist and they recommend dance to express my feeling without cutting so I joined MSSD dance studio and I trained every other day and by the end of June I was working on doing 20 pirouettes in passé I still cut every now and then I was getting called "fat" everyday for months and then finally I gave into the temptation of the devil I never at a crumb for months until my dance teacher pulled me aside and said that she wouldn't let me dance if I didn't put on a couple pounds and she said by the next time she saw me she wanted me to gain at least a pound