The Silent One(my battle through depression,suicide,and self-harm)

Chapter 2: what have i done

I was walking and a group of students approached me and pushed me into a ditch and kicked rapidly and getting screamed at "we're glad you're leaving bitch!" And I was taking self-defense classes prior to this event so I got up and caught my breath and I fought back I broke a students arm and I ran home regretting what I've done I used my moms foundation to cover up everything a couple days after around 3 I was at house and their was a knock at the door my dad answered and it was a police officer and he was asking if I was present and me said "yes" and called me out and he was asking he he could see me in private so we walked into my bedroom and we sat down he was talking to me about the child's arm and he said that I could be sent to juvy because it was intentional violence and I explained to the man about why I did that and he asked if I had any proof. I took all of the foundation off and showed him and I remember the man gasping in horror and he asked about my life and he asked if I did anything to show him and I pulled up my sweater and washed out the foundation and he saw them and gasped in horror again and he asked me for my knifes and razors I collected 30 knifes and razor all with blood stains on them and he asked if I could go join my dad in the kitchen and when he called us in he had searched my room and found my attempted suicide notes and he asked if I had any social networks and I told him Facebook and he asked for me to log in and I had no posts but 20 messages from the kids at my school and he asked me to leave the room and he shut my door to talk to my father after they opened the door he asked me to have a seat at the dining room table and the man said "You're of age of going to a mental hospital." "So your coming with me to the nearest hospital"