Unexplainable Love (Harry Styles FanFic)

Chapter 13

Harry's P.O.V

"Harry Th-thank you for being there when i needed you." Allie said looking straight into my eyes but immediatly looked away. "No problem babe" i said engulfing her in a BIG hug. "I will always be there for you..I-I-Love you.." i said and immediatly got scared of what her reaction was. Allie sighed..very heavily and looked at me again.. "Harry I Love You To" She replied, "but im just not ready for a relationship i mean your great and wonderful and i really like you i have even before i met you but right now my mond isnt in the right place for a relationship and when im ready for a relationship trust me you will know." After those words were spoken i was hurt but at the same time i understood. We sat there for a while just not talking and then she broke the silence with "Um i err um i think we should be going to soundcheck right? isnt that what Liam said." Alllie got up and dusted her legs off and i was right behind her. She went into the bathroom and i was pretty sure it was to put make up on. I went out to take a shower and get dressed for the day.

Allie's P.O.V

      I shut the bathroom door and slid down down the wall and when i heard the  bedroom door shut and knew Harry was officially out of there i grabbed my blade i hid under my face cleanser.  I ran the blade three times across my arm. I watched the open wounds bleed down my arm tears were falling down my cheeks silently i could only imagine how Harry feels and i hurt him i know i did the pain was in his eyes when i looked at him. The cutting took away my pain i started after Reagen died. When Lizzie told me to stop i told i would but i never and the beatings from my father only made it worse.

     I walked out of the room now with my black Roxy hoodie. I fixed my makeup and stopped the wounds from bleeding. I went straight to the living room slowly and i heard the boys talking so i stood by the door and listened. "She is really pretty mate and we can see how much you love her." Louis said. "Yeah we can tell you care for her alot but right she is right she does need a litl space but that doesnt mean ignoring her or just shutting her out completely just you know dont like lead her on you know what im trying to say right." Liam said. "that is what happened with Danielle and i we didnt exactly date from the start we bacame really good friends and then i asked her out when i knew she was ready." Liams advice was exactly what i ment by what i said to Harry earlier. "Alright ill see what i can do but how i feel for Allie i have felt for no one else its wierd when i first saw her face yesterday i fell hard and now i dont know what to do i really love her but like she said she isnt ready for a relationship and i totally understand that so i will take Liam's advice and become really good friends with her and when i know she is ready i will ask her to be my girlfriend." Harry explained. "Sounds Good" all the boys said in unison. how wierd.

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"Ok Louis you and Allie will be dueting Beautiful People by Cher lloyd and Carolina Liar, and Zayn you and Allie will be doing Is Anybody Out There by K'naan and Nelly Furtado, Harry you and Allie will be doing Why Dont You Love Me by Hot Chelle Rae and Demi Lavato, um Liam you and Allie will be doing Oh Darling by Plug In Stereo and Cady Groves and Niall you and Allie ar doing Ass Back Home By Gym Class Heros and Neon Hitch." The song director said. "Do you have any songs you wanna cover for just yourself Allie?" "Umm can i do This Little Girl By Cady Groves and You Got Me by Colbie Calliat." I asked. "Alright Lets take it from the top Harry and Allie then Louis and Allie then Liam and Allie and then Niall and Allie then Zayn and Allie and then Allie by her self alright?" "Got It" We all said in Unison. I find it wierd how Harry and i got this song. As Harry started singing i could hear the feeling in his voice when he started singing and when i started singing i ment every word of it. I could see Harry and I together but i honsestly dont know what im waiting for.