Sencored

Sencored (boyxboy)

2014-02-02

© 2014 by Tiara Welch. All rights reserved. No part of this document may be duplicated or transferred in any form or by any means whether be electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or any other prototype, without previously written permission from Tiara Welch.

Intro

I sat huddled in the most uncomfortable bed, my bed.

I had it since I was young. Right after I came out of the closet, and told my family I was gay; everything took a turn for the worst. My dad started abusing me, hitting me, he even at one point tried to touch me.

What about your mother? You might ask, I dont even know. They told me to never call them, mom or dad. I was a disgrace to them, as well the world. Apparently my dad knew I was a demon child since the day I was put on this Earth, since the day my mom gave birth to me.

I thought the abusive ways of my parents would change, and they would accept me when I made it to High school, but no.

Instead of only getting hit by my parents, there was a group of guys instead, Kameron, Adrian--and the one I fell deeply in love with-Noah Walker.

They would hit me so hard, and bully me. Mentally, physically, and verbally.

I told twice, believe me I did, but that was in freshman year, and I learned telling was the worst thing Ive done. Because once on the weekend when I was walking home down the side road in an alley close to me house, Kameron came up to me, and he started hitting me. I asked him-begged him-to stop, but he never did. I laid on the cement for a while, long enough for a pool of blood to come around me.

I walked home limping, and holding my side, I thought my rib was broken, but I didnt know, and when I got into the house, I wished I got hurt way more. My mom ran up to me, pulling me into her arms.

She acted like she cared.

Like she loved me.

Then the second time, I did it just to see the love in her eyes again, but then it got worse, I stayed home for the week. And that was the last time until recently, when I told Max. He was my new best friend, and I loved him in a friendly way. He took care of me the first time he saw Kameron, Adrian and I in the locker room. And he did not judge me. The new strange boy with Gray hair, and who is obviously very attractive, could have made good friends-popular friends-but he choose me instead. The small, loner kid. That has one eye bigger than the other.

He treats me like a human being, not an alien. He treats me like I deserve to walk on this Earth. He holds me when Im hurt, he tells me sweet things when Im not feeling well. And he takes care of me, better than a best friend could ever do.

And thats how I got here now, laying in the old tattered bed, I skipped school today, and came home. I knew thats what my dad would have wanted, or he would of embarrassed me, and came and picked me up at the school.

So instead, I was going to take it like a man. Max said he would protect me when I got hurt, and I believed him. He basically said I could run to him if I needed him. Hes like my anchor, he let me get some what close to Noah.

He helped me feel loved, and get close to the one I love.

I sighed contently, until I heard those loud, thudding footsteps against the cheep tattered rugs, walking to my room down the hall.

It was only minutes until the door flew open, revealing my father in his drunken state.

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~*~ Its starting off from when Sencer slept over at Maxs' house from Puppy Luv.