Sencored

Chapter Two (2)

Sencers p.o.v

"Dad!" I cried, "Please! Stop!" I covered the most important places on my body as much as I could, but that didnt stop him.

"Dont call me that!" He whacked me with his hands even more, "Your a goddamn disgrace!" When I peaked out from behind my arms, I unclenched my body from the ball, I saw him ball his fist, retract it, then let it fly towards my stomach.

"Hmpf," I grunted.

"I. Wish. You. Where. Never. Born" He said each word between punches.

"Stop!" I cried, "Mommy!" I screamed, hoping this once. Maybe just once, she would come help me, "Hes hurting me, Mommy! Dont let him! Please!" I screamed, only to get my hair pulled, and my body thrown off my bed, I landed with a painful thud. I covered my mouth, muffling the sobs, I pulled my body under my bed, and quietly cried.

"You damn Demon, I dont want you in my house!" My dad yelled, I watched him get on one knee, then the second, dipping his head down to look under my bed, the familiar glare covering his once beautiful features, He reached under the bed, and grabbed my foot, tugging at me to get out.

"Dont! Im sorry!" I cried, thrashing each limb on my body.

"Get. Out!" He gripped both my feet, tugging at me, he had me almost all the way out, and I did the worst thing, I flung my head backwards, and hit it on the metal base of my bed. Hard.

Knocking me out.

***

I tightened myself into a bigger ball as a gust of cold wind hit me. I feel like Ive been out here for hours, but Im not sure. I just woke up, and my head is pounding as well as my body.

All I wanted to do, was crawl under a rock and die. I doubt anybody would miss me, I mean, Kameron, Adrian would probably throw a party, Noah, who knows he would just walk away. But Max, I think he would be the only one that would miss me, he said I was his best friend, he feeds me, he understands that I dont like to talk about myself, he understands-some what-what I am going through, he will keep my secrets, secrets, and he will not hurt me.

He means a lot to me, hes so beautiful too, I wish I could look like him, I mean, he has the most perfect eyes, and his hair is like one of a kind, a beautiful gray color, with tints of brown and black you can see in certain spots if your closer to him.

He has the nicest body, and is a good height. He has everything Ive ever wanted; including my depressed personal on his back, he constantly has to take care of, I wonder if he will ever get sick of me, and one day just up, and ditch me. Just like Adrian did, I told him all my secrets. I told him I was gay, then he just stopped talking to me. And then thats when Kameron and Noah came into the picture.

I had never minded Noah, he was just like... I dont know, nice but confused maybe. Because he never liked it when they picked on me, he would tell them to stop, but when they did he turned his back on me and walked away, letting them hurt me.

Standing up, I put a hand over my side, and stepped out in the rain, it was pelting me hard, and seeping into my clothes fast. I went around to the back of the house, looking up at the dirty thing I call a house. Through the rain, I could see vines everywhere, they where climbing up the used-to-be-white siding, and some already made it to the top of the roof. It was such an embarrassment living here.

And seeing Noah, the guy I like, will have to walk up to my door. Thats more embarrassing.

I reached out and grabbed a branch on the tree closest to my window. I knew how to get to my room from here, because I did it many times before, but not when it has been raining. It tends to make everything slippery.