Sencored

Chapter Ten (10)

Sencers p.o.v

We stayed in the living room watching a movie after we got back from dinner. Noah was passed out on the couch and I sat there on the other side with my bladder full to its limits, and I swore if I waited any longer Id spill on the couch.

I stood slowly, tiptoeing to make sure I didnt make a sound as I inched closer towards the bathroom.

We watched an action movie, not a scary movie. But that wasnt really the reason I was scared. I was mostly scared because of Ryan being in the house.

Yes, there was a bathroom downstairs some where, but I didnt want to wake Noah up, just to point me in a small direction, so I chose to go to the one upstairs. Even though I would rather have pee'd in the backyard.

I turned around, maybe I should ask Noah. Unless hes an angry morning person. I bit my lip. Shaking my head, I went up the stairs, cringing at every squeak they made, I went slowly toward his door, taking my time.

"Sencer?" Someone--Ryan called, "What are you doing up so late?" The way his voice sounded sent shivers down my spine, it sounded gross, pedophilie almost.

"Um... J... Just guh... Going to the, um... Ba... Bath... Room." I bit my lip, and started to walk again.

"You know its rude to walk away from somebody whos talking to you." He said coldly, latching his big hand onto my shoulder turning me around, it sounded like he growled.

I stiffened before speaking, "I... Im sorry. I just um, need to... U.. Use the bathroom." I whimpered as he got closer to me. I went to duck under his arm, but he grabbed my shoulder hard and I hit the wall with a probably quiet thump, but it sounded louder because it was night. "Im sorry." I said softly.

"Its OK, but that wasnt that nice." He breathed in my ear as I sunk back. He trailed a hand down my chest.

"S... S... Stop, please. I really have to go." I begged trying to pull away. I squished my legs together as I desperately tried to stop myself. I swear, I was only a second away, and I didnt want to embarrass myself by peeing myself, not only that, but I was in Noahs clothes. My eyes bulged out of my head as I felt him touch me down below. "Wai--!" My cry was muffled as he covered my mouth with his hand.

Tears fell from my eyes as some leaked out. "Oh? You enjoying it?" I shook my head speaking into his hand as I cried. "Tell me." He whispered in my ear. I shook my head, and he raised his hand, showing he would hit me, "You dont know when to stop." He said in a deadly voice, squeezing my so hard my knees bucked as his grip fell off me, and it just happened, the front of my bottoms soaked. He got onto one of his knees in front of me, pulling my head up by may hair, I bit my lip to stop myself from whimpering. His eyes were clouded with craziness, he was crazy. "Im going to take you one night, and screw the hell right out of you." I sat there stunned.

My eyes locked with his.

"Fuck you!" Noah yelled, pulling Ryan by the back of the shirt. "Do I need to cut off your hands?" He yelled, he grabbed Ryan by his collar, pushing him into the wall. "Hes mine! He likes me! Not you!" He yelled in his face. "I swear, if I ever, ever! See you around him again, you'll be at dads!" He threatened, pushing him down the hall.

Noah stood there for a second, and I took that as the only chance. I stood and scrambled to the bathroom door. Locking the door connected to the hall. Then rushing over to the one connected to Noahs room.

I quickly pulled off my pants and underwear, crying out silently.

"Sencer?" There was a knock on the door.

"Im... Im so sorry." I apologized from the side of the door. "I did... Didnt mean to make you m... Mad at... Hi... Him." I sniffled.

"I dont care." He sighed. "Did he hurt you?"

"No..." I mumbled, starring at the floor. "Can I have pants?" I quickly asked, even though I wasnt talking face to face with him, my face flushed at the question.

"Sure, here." I heard him walk away, and when I heard him coming back. I opened the door and grabbed the pants before changing quickly and peaking back out.

"Im, Im done." I said quietly. Noah turned his head up and smiled at me, patting the spot next to him on his bed. Butterflies tangled my stomach, as I nodded and got under the blankets with him, why did I have no hesitation? Because I felt comfortable, because he would hit his own brother for me.

I turned around on to my side with my back facing Noah when he turned out the lights. I waited a couple minutes to see if he would get what I was hinting to him, but when he didnt I frowned, and pulled my legs up closer to my body.

Maybe hes just to tired to wrap his arms around me. Or, maybe hes to disgusted with me, I let Ryan touch me. But he said he was my boyfriend, he said he wanted to be with me. He even kissed me! Well... Not recently, but it still counted right? Maybe I should kiss him? Is that what hes waiting for? Maybe I should turn around and wrap my arms around him.

Biting my lip, I turned and laid on my back, sneaking a peak at his face, his eyes were closed a hand on his chest, and the blanket covering just about his waist. Smiling, I moved over a bit, and threw my arm over his, and snuggled into his side. I felt him stiffen, but I pretended I didnt feel anything and closed my eyes.

"Um... What are you doing?" Noahs voice finally asked.

I quickly sat up and pushed away from him. "I..." Heat flooded my face because of embarrassment, I thought he would want to. "Im sorry." I whispered, tears welling in my eyes. "I... Im guh... Going to..." I trailed off, getting up from the bed, my feet padded on the floor as I raced to the door.

"Wait! Sencer!" He called, I tugged on the door, opening it. I felt rejected, hurt. I padded down the hall until I was back downstairs and in the living room. I grabbed the pillow Noah was laying on before and put it onto the other side and laid down, facing the cushions.

So thats how it is, he... I thought...

I bit my lip as I cried so I could silence the little sounds, hugging myself I pulled my legs to my chest.

"Sencer?" I jumped when he called my name. I ignored him, and pretended I was asleep. "Sencer. What are you doing?" I stayed still. "I know your not asleep." He sighed, the couch dipped down where he had sat. "Hey." He shook my leg a little. I didnt give him a response. Sighing, the weight he put on the couch lifted off and I sniffed, hurting even more because he left me, again. Its true. Nobody likes me. When two arms wrapped around me I cried. "Sencer, Im sorry." He whispered, kissing my shoulder.

A sob wrenched its way through my throat, and I nodded. Throwing myself onto Noah, we both tumbled off the couch and landed with a light thud. I cried into his chest as he rubbed my back and pick us both up from the floor, carrying me back to his room laying me on his bed, and basically laying on top of me.

"Ill make you a big breakfast in the morning, OK." He said, stroking my side lightly with his thumb. I nodded, wrapping my arms around him, "Im sorry too. I wasnt thinking, I was just mad. Right as you ran out of the room I felt so stupid, and dumb. Im sorry. Sorry. Sorry." He mumbled. "I saw him pinning you to the wall, and I wanted to like, ugh." He groaned. "Then, I seen him with his hands down your pants. I wanted to slaughter him, but it doesnt matter how much times I hit him, he just goes back and does it agan." He growled. "And Im sick and tired of it, cause your not his. Your mine, you like me, and I like you. We're together, not all three of us. I dont want to share." He whispered, kissing my cheek.

'Im going to take you one night, and screw the hell right out of you.' His threat replayed in my head, and scared the hell right out of me. I closed my eyes, his voice never leaving my head once. I regretted falling asleep right then.

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Short, I know. But, I was supposed to add this onto the last chapter.

Enjoyy.