Kpop imagines and Preferences

// Neglect//

3:00 pm

Lately, everything in your life has been frustrating . Especially your boyfriend Jimin, his schedule had been concerts,  meeting his fans, having to leave for interviews, and it felt like you never saw him anymore. You never told him how you felt because you didn't want to seem needy. or cause more stress than there already was. But all the bottled up feelings you've been keeping in were starting to come out, which made it harder to keep them in place.

Jimin doesn't even cuddle you anymore, he doesn't talk to you about his day, lay with you, take you anywhere. You just want to be there for him and cuddle with him while playing with his hair. Talking about his day, making him laugh and feel supported.

"Y/N I'm leaving! I'll see you in a few hours. Love you !" Jimin yelled across the house, leaving in one quick movement.

"Love you too Jimin." You yelled back, knowing he won't be back until late at night. You were laying in the bed you shared with Jimin, scrolling through Twitter while eating a spoon of ice cream. You began to feel tired after scrolling through Twitter for the past two hours, maybe sleeping would help you feel better . You got under the soft covers slowly drifting off to a deep sleep ...

11:40 pm

"Babe I'm home !" Jimin called, setting his jacket on the rest arm of the couch. He didn't hear you call back to him letting him know you were home. He guessed you were taking a shower, shrugging it off and walking to the bedroom you both shared.

He opened the door, he stopped in his tracks noticing his girlfriend laying down peacefully sleeping. She was absolutely gorgeous when she slept, with her rosy cheeks and her beautifully messy hair covering the pillow. Jimin walked towards you, lifting a hand to your cheeks, stroking the soft skin over and over.

You groaned, awakening from your deep slumber. Fluttering your eyes, you saw Jimin staring you down; smiling at you, "what time is it?" You brought your hands to your eyes rubbing the sleep out of them.  He sat down next to you, pushing a strand of hair out of your face, "It's eleven ." Your heart dropped. You couldn't believe that you wasted a new whole day by sleeping away your pain again. Another day wasted without him.

Tears began to fill your (y/e/c) eyes. Jimin looked at you with a face of worry, grabbing your face in his big hands, "(y/n) what's wrong ?!" Jimin's voice was full of fear. You grabbed his hands and pushed them back to him, walking to the bathroom and closing it. "Babe! What's going on? Please tell me, I hate to see you this way ." You inhaled a sharp breath. You knew you had to eventually tell him how you felt.

You opened the door to a worried Jimin, "Baby talk to me. You know you can tell me anything ."

Jimin grabbed your chin. Lifting your head through the process.  He wiped a tear dripping from your eyes.

"J-Jimin I just, just miss you so much. You're never here anymore. We don't spend as much time together anymore and I know you're super busy with BTS and the fans. But I just want you here for once. I'm human too. I want the guy I love to talk to me about their day or cuddle with me. Not just ignore me."

You sniffled knowing how selfish you sound. Tears started to pour again. 

Jimin stared at you. His eyes looked glossy, you knew he was trying to push back tears. He sighed and walked back to the room. Sitting on the bed.

"Why didn't you tell me this (y/n) ?"

You walked to the bed and took a seat next to Jimin. He looked at you through his cloudy eyes knowing he was holding everything in.

"I didn't want to stress you out more than you already were. Because I knew you were busy and that you had a lot going on."

Jimin grabbed your hands and brought them to his plumped lips. He lightly kissed your knuckles. Taking time to show each hand love.

"Babygirl you can always tell me everything. I don't want you to have to hold these feelings in. Ever ."

You lightly smiled at Jimin and hugged him. You felt a weight lift off your shoulders knowing that he cared to listen and understand you. "I'll make more time for you baby, even if I'm tired because you're worth it. I'm sorry I haven't been spending time with you and pushing you away ."

"It's okay baby. Thank you for understanding and listening to me. I am one of the luckiest girls in the world ." You grabbed his face and kissed him lightly. You showered him with kisses knowing he loved that.

"I love you (y/n),"

"I love you too Jimin."