When I first got into porn I'm not going to lie I was kinda nervous not just about performing on screen but what people would think, mainly my family and friends but now I was at a point where I really didn't give a fuck. My parents supported my decision even though it was still awkward going around my mom's friends, my brother supported me though he adamantly refused to watch any of my scenes and most importantly my girl supported me. In all actuality, Whitney has been my biggest support and the best business partner I could've asked for, for every penny I made she flipped into a dollar and she didn't trip about what I did on the side as long as I was always safe and didn't bring anything back. Yeah I still stripped and if the money was right I would fuck a woman or a nigga sometimes both and that's what worked for us because Whitney knew that as long as I was making money her and my kids would be well taken care of. The only people who seemed to have an issue with my new found success was my bitch as cousin Paul and my ex-best friend Julian, Juju felt some type of way because he brought me into this world and now that I had taken things to the next level he was feeling a little jealous..... but whatever that was their problem.
"GAVIN QUIT CLIMBING OVER THE FURNITURE, MATTER FACT SIT YO MONKEY ASS DOWN!!!" I yelled at my son who looked at me for a second, thought about doing exactly what I told him not to do before finally deciding that it was worth it. I really needed to do something about him because I was running out of babysitters; all Whitney's friends refused to watch him no matter how much money I offered, my parents said they loved him to death but Lil Gavin was only allowed over there for two hours out of the week and Gio...... Gio seemed to be the only person who could keep my son from bouncing off the walls but he was about to start school so I knew his time would be limited.
"Gavin are you going to Jayden's birthday dinner tonight because if so I'll call your parents to watch the kids tonight." Whitney said and I nodded, I hadn't really spent any time with my bros since being back and who knows when my next shoot was so I wanted to chill with them especially with Jayden finally turning twenty-one. My daughter Gianni waddled over to me and I shook my head, they really needed to spot feeding her because my baby girl was solidly built. I sat in the living room watching cartoons when Rian walked and I quickly diverted my eyes, Rian was my boy and truthfully other than Steve Rian had become like my best friend and he had me feeling things that I shouldn't be feeling...............
"GAVIN WHY IS THIS BIT..... WITCH WALKING UP TO MY HOUSE!!!!!" Whitney screeched and I knew there was only one person who could get Whitney this worked up was my other baby mom Erin. I jumped and ran to the door, blocking Whitney from going out there and whooping her ass.
"Let me handle it...." I said not wanting my girl to go to jail. I walked outside where Erin was standing outside, I used to really love this woman now I couldn't stand the sight of her. "What are you doing here you lying bitch?"
"I came to check on my son, is there a problem with that?" Erin asked starting to smile then quickly wincing because her jaw was a little swollen. "But other than that I needed to talk to you...... you have to drop the charges against Ezra." Erin said serious as a heart attack and I started laughing in her face.
"Nah that's not even close to happening.... your brother tried to kill me because of the lie YOU told so it's your fault he's in jail now. Yo dumb ass should've thought about that before you lied because you didn't want to get caught cheating.... what were you doing with that nigga anyways?" I asked.
"What would you do if your son was at home, crying all alone on the bedroom floor cuz he's hungry?" Erin sang laughing and I just shook my head, see she thought this shyt was a joke. "Nah seriously Gavin what can I say, I'm tired of the good boys 'I need a hood boy, wife beaters and jeans. Always in the trap and he looks so mean....'" Erin sang and I just walked in the house, she was hopeless; I let Lil' Gavin see his mom for a couple minutes before Erin left.............. Later that day I still had some time before Jayden's birthday dinner so me and Rian decided to go on a long run around the neighborhood.
"I'm seriously considering making that jump..... I mean if you think about there's way more money to be made doing gay porn than there is in doing straight porn, especially with me already having a huge gay following." Rian said as we reached the halfway point of our run and I started getting nervous because I've been thinking about it a lot too lately. "Think about it, we know a couple dudes who have made the transition from gay porn and they regret it but a 'straight' porn star making the switch to gay..... I'm telling you, Gav, you should really consider it." He said putting his hand on my back causing every hair on my body to stand up.
"I don't know Rian.... it's no secret that I strip at gay clubs but my thing is I don't want it to be a permanent thing, plus I gotta see what Whitney thinks because you seen how she gets....." I said shaking my head as I remembered the expletive laced tirade she went on after Erin left. "But then the thing that makes me nervous is the fan reaction..... I mean I know got a lot of gay fans too, I probably got more than you but what if they don't like it? Or I get paired up with some scrub, if I were to do it I want it to be with someone on my level......" I said looking away from him. Rian started to say something but my phone started ringing and I got cussed out by Whitney. "Come on let's get back to my house, my son has lost his rabbit ass mind....." I said taking off down the street and not waiting for a response.
My son thought it would be a good idea to run around the house completely naked instead of taking a bath like Whitney told him to, when I asked him why he wasn't listening to Whitney he replied that his mom said he didn't have to which pissed me off. I dropped his and Gianni off over my parents before heading over to Gio's for dinner with Whitney and Rian.
"UHN UHN OH HELL NO GIOVANNI AND GAVIN STAY Y'ALLS ASS OUT OF THE KITCHEN AFTER THAT BULLSHYT Y'ALL TRIED TO PULL LAST NIGHT!!!!" Jeremy said as I tried to go get me something to drink and Gio was going in there for something.
"Baby you gonna let him talk to me like that?" I asked Whitney who just shrugged.
"I agree with Jeremy on this one, you and Giovanni should be barred from all kitchens for at least a month after trying to feed us that Caucasian spaghetti last night, I told you my daughter is going to grow up eating Spaghetti the proper way not that high siddity way you and Gio eat that shyt. What do you need I'll get it for you?" Whitney asked and I walked into the kitchen ignoring both their crazy asses.
"Are you going to tell me where you, Donny, Denzel and Atraeu went?" Gio asked quietly and I shook my head, I didn't have to answer to his ass; all Gio needed to know is we didn't catch our target but I was still looking because as much as I loathed Erin, she was still the mother of my child. "You know that nigga wants to do a scene with you right?" Gio asked and by the way that my dick reacted I knew exactly who he was talking about but I decided to play dumb.
"Nigga who are you talking about?" I asked and Gio gave me a look that let me know he knew I was playing stupid. "Rian?" I asked and he started laughing quietly.
"Hell yeah that nigga..... look Gav I'm not going to tell you what to do but we've had these conversations before, you like fuckin dudes and that nigga Rian got a fat ass and I can tell by looking at him that he can ride dick..... I say do it, but play hardball so that you get the lion's share of the profit." Gio said and I shrugged.
"I don't know I gotta see what Whitney thinks......" I said repeating my statement from earlier. "Plus I wanna weigh the pros and cons before deciding on anything." I said even though my dick was growing harder at just the thought of my tongue sliding across Rian's ass and the thought of my dick entering his.....
"Gavin, you can't lie to me bro, I know you're attracted to that nigga and I don't blame you because he's sexy as fuck..... he don't got shyt on Jeremy but he can still get it and if the only thing holding you back is Whitney I'm sure she doesn't give a fuck as long as the money is right, because for some reason beyond mortal comprehension Whitney loves you and she's supported every decision you've made because she knows it benefits y'alls family..... all I'm saying is you need to think about it......" Gio said pouring a shot then walking off. I stood there for a minute looking at Rian who was leaning over the couch giving me a perfect view of his ass.
"Ayy Rian, can I talk to you for a second?" I asked, fuck it I'll do it but it was going to be on my terms and there was going to be a long list of thing I absolutely refused to do and an even longer list of things I was going to need before making my final decision.....................
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