think again

getting over him

He broke up with you right? After telling you he loved you and calling you names like baby and cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments only to put himself down so you would stroke his fakely low ego. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he he'd always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there. He dragged 'i love you' out of you, didn't he? Yeah, don't deny it. He would talk to you last thing in night and first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that was just sort of 'bleh' before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? All of your friends hate him now, don't they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it's okay to cry. And referring to him as asshole is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you'll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before. There will be the 'one times' and the 'i remember's, and once you think you're over him,watch out. You better keep fingers away from typing his username on social media because, I promise you, the second you search him up he'll have pictures uploaded girls all over him or maybe a 'in a relationship with'. A little part of you would want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you'll compare other guys to him because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you make up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happen to be him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you,just like everybody says you will,and it will be soon. Okay so I'm not believing it either but, I'm starting to. The most important though, is don't let him know that he hurt you. Don't let him know that he could have you in a heartbeat. Don't give him the satisfaction. Make him think you're completely happy. When he decides to wave at you when you're passing by, like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don't smile. Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him.