Time, being wasted
Life is now decayed
Words being pasted..
On this page..where it is laid.
Whatever happened to hope?
When all we get is hanged by the rope.
And all because we..no..I
..couldn't handle it anymore.
I walk through the abyss.
It leads me to darkness.
My mind is now filled with bliss.
But I can't handle it's strangeness.
And my prize? My hope? My love?
Where did she go? Where does she hide?
She's now gone. Forever.
And I'm dead. Wherever.
As I find her. Somehow.
I mimic her and say. "Wow."
I stare into this dream forever.
And the sky starts falling.
While I am tumbling.
Forever. Wherever. And always.
But wait.."Where are you going?!"
I watch her wave as she turns.
My heart now burns.
She disappears. My love gone again.
I wake up from this dream.
My eyes are wet from tears.
I sit up and scream to the Heavens.
"WHY TAKE HER?!"
The tears stream down my face.
"WHY NOT ME!?"
They hit the ground one by one.
"I NEED HER!!"
My heart vanishes. Only hate and scorn is left.
I move and destroy. I destroy with every touch.
"Hahahaha!!" I laugh as I make it happen.
"It won't happen again!!" I yell.
But a sudden memory of my love comes back.
I slowly go crazy. Insanity latches on to me.
I grab my gun and point it. Where..
I pull the trigger and fall.
Blood engulfs everything.
Blackness surrounds me as I...
..loose consciousness. I leave my eyes open.
After death I see through my eyes.
The eyes of a dead man..
Wait..hold on..who's that?
My love?? She's alive!
I'm dead but she's alive..
And all because I couldn't handle it.
She picks up my hand and drags me.
What the..? I watch as I'm dragged..where?
..to her basement? I see a hole..a grave.
She buries me.. Why? Why..? WHY!?
I hear her laughter now. Her reason?
What is it? I, a dead man, listen to her voice.
"I never loved you.."
My heart aches as I scream.
She doesn't hear. No one hears.
"I only wanted you out of my life.."
She leaves and drenches the house in gasoline.
She comes back to me.
"And now, no one will ever know."
No one..How?! Why?!
She goes outside.
WAIT!! COME BACK!!
She lights a match.
"Goodbye." Almost a whisper..
..To the person she never loved.
The match falls and strikes the gasoline.
Everything erupts. My body screams.
My body screams in protest.
Hours later and now silence.
I'm now a memory.
Am now a vestige.
As I'm now gone.
Now destroyed.
Am now..eternally..nothing. *Silence*
~Derick
