ALWAYS || ☆DOJAE & TAETEN FANFIC☆

To wonder

Flashback~

Jaehyun's POV

I was wondering when will all this be over, suffering my ass here out in the rain

I could feel the drip drop water on the bridge of my nose traveling down to my lips, the cold air chilled me to the bone, I couldn't see anything, I was freezing to death in the rain, I hugged myself not caring about my situation, I dont care if I get sick or something, all I know is I hate him so much that he kept everything from me

Three weeks ago..

"Jaehyun!!!Kun!!"

We both stopped talking about something when Taeyong shouted his lungs out to call our names, we both turned around to his figure

"What?" Kun said with a hint of irritation based on his facial expression

"Wait up for me" he catched up to us , and rested both his arms to me and Kun's shoulders

"Its not our fault that those girls rampaged on you" Kun said rolling his eyes like we were used to this, Everytime we would enter the school together, the girls would suddenly be running their way towards us and surrounding us, me and Kun would always escape our way to freedom but Taeyong would stay and do some stupid fan service...schools prince ,insert rolling eye.

We walked going to our locker when i suddenly spotted him passing by.

He looked so pretty with his cute eyes that made him looked like a Bunny.

He was carrying his books pressing it together on his chest when someone suddenly stupidly tripped him over.

He fell down making a sound, everyone around him laughed and picked up his hard written notes together with his hard earned essays and they ripped it apart

I was about to get over there to help him and punch those idiot people

I stepped in the crowd they were kicking his notes on him i wanted to help him but i was such a coward, i dont know what to do, my heart was pounding hard

I was raging seeing him suffer and i really hate myself for not helping him out, i just stood there, not doing a thing.

I hate myself.

When Taeyong suddenly pushed the surrounding students and helped his best friend up ,I was so ashamed of myself for not doing what Taeyong just did,

He scolded the students "you people should be fycking ashamed of yourselves! Doing this to someone who didnt even do anything to you! Im so tired of you guys doing this to Doyoungie! " He screamed at those students , he then grabbed the collar of the guy who tripped Doyoung over and slammed him to the hard metal of the locker the guy groaned in pain "if you do that again, i'll make sure that ill be there to kill you" With that he lets go of his grip

The students suddenly took of running for their lives thinking that they'll be next, gosh whats scary about being slammed on the locker? Not if its Taeyong who did it,

Taeyong was helping Doyoung arrange his books and notebooks

"I wont let them do that to you again" taeyong said to doyoung

"Its okay…thanks.." Doyoung said in a mumble

Taeyong just rolled his eyes

I really hate myself for not helping him out and i hate myself that i cant even talk to him! 

I cant look at this, i was so jealous of Taeyong that he get to do this to him, because they're friends and they're even neighbors , whenever Taeyong would hang out with Doyoung, me and Kun would just be in the corner giving way for the lovely friendship, i would always stare at him, whenever he caughts me stare at him i would turn my head to another direction, whenever we passed by each other we would make eyecontact and turn our head to another direction to avoid each other and thats it.