One of my favorite update. I ♥♥♥ Mhyrmo.
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18: Heart to Heart?
Elizabeth’s POV
“Mmm.”
Dahan dahan kong iminulat ang mata ko. Medyo madilim.
I would have thought na nasa impyerno na ko if it wasn’t for the familiar scent and the slightly beeping of the monitor.
I’m at the hospital.
Failed.
I failed again.
Tss.
Mhyrmo.
This is your fault.
Bakit ka pa dumating?
You should have let me.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.
“Hey. Relax. Bumibilis tibok ng puso mo oh.”
Tss. That voice.
“Would you mind if I turn on the light?”
I hate you.
I hate you.
You son of a ..a..
I hate you.
I hate yoo.u..
I ha—
*sob
“Huk..huk..huk..”
Ito na naman. Hindi na naman ako namatay. Kailangan ko na namang maghintay ng pagkakataon.
Gusto ko ng mawala. Pagod na kong mag-isa.
Every time I wake up I am always haunted by these emotions and when I finally have the chance to end it someone who is so stupid just barged into my life just to stop it and let me continue to feel this pain.
They don’t know what it’s like.
They live with reasons. They have this someone to please and someone to please them.
But me. I have no one.
Napapikit ako sa biglang pagliwanag sa kwarto.
Tss. Ano ba? Oh nakalimutan ko may isang tao pa palang pakialamero dito.
Pinunasan ko ang luha ko.
There’s no use of crying. I’ll have another chance. Sooner or later. I’ll kill myself again and I will do it in front of this bastard.
I can’t help but smile on the thought.
“I must admit that’s a scary smile you have. What do you plan in mind? Gusto mong maglaslas ulit?”
“Hell yeah! What if I want to?! Huh?!”
Beep-beep-beep-beep-beep-beep-beep-beeep.
Oo ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko. Letse kasi tong lalaking to. Napakapakialamero. Alam kong napipilitan siya sa pinapagawa niya pero hindi niya kailangang umabot hanggang dito. Tss. I hate that kind of people the most. Weak.
Nakita kong nagulat siya.
Ha! In your face!
Ngayon lang ako nagsalita sa kaniya. Yun yung pinakamahaba kong nasabi at hindi pa maganda.
BINABASA MO ANG
Smile for Me, Please ♥
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