jk they pretty asf, but cmon, dan's a rat and anthony.. idek what anthony is.
oneshot fanfiction, romance and shiz, you know the deal.
warning: pretty gay. which shouldn't even have to be a warning. just sayin'
Anthony swatted away a fly from his radiating laptop screen. Twitter was opened on his last tweet, where he promoted his latest video; 'Stop saying we look alike! (ft. Daniel Howell)'
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The words he put into that tweet were more carefully chosen than he normally does, but it was okay.
These were hard times. Anthony remembered when they acted their way through the last scene, and it went so naturally. They fake cried, complained, forgave and hugged. But when Daniel suggested a kiss, Ant couldn't go further. He understood it was the heat of the moment, and they just rambled past it, but once Ant realised what Dan actually suggested his glowing heart skipped the tiniest beat.
Dan had left Ant's place very soon after shooting to go back to England and called him a couple days after. He couldn't pick up. The past couple nights he couldn't sleep but had no clue why. It was no big deal, after all, was it?
Anthony sighed and shut his laptop, stood up and slumped to the kitchen. He had so much to do for the next collab, but his mind was just blank. I don't know how to feel.
Funnily enough, he still had a bag of marshmallows left over from the video. So he accepted the irony and propped his mouth full with those sweet fluffy diabetes bombs and sat on the floor in front of his fridge. He patted the floor in memory of the video and frowned. Why am I so sentimental of something that happened just a couple days ago? Why do I care so much?
He thought back to his 'Am I Gay?' video, where he explained that no, he wasn't gay.
Wasn't.
Isn't?
Wasn't?
His phone beeped twice, saying he received a reply from the one and only; Daniel Howell.
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To be honest, they didn't put this issue to rest. The audience will think they were staging it, but Ant really wasn't returning Dan's calls.
With hands in his hair, Anthony swallowed a marshmallow whole. Accidently. He coughed and wheezed and ran to the bathroom to spit it out. Fuck, Anthony thought to himself. What is this feeling of worthlessness? Is this what Daniel described when we did the scene of procrastination? Surely he's felt like that before, so this can't be what Dan meant. Rinsing his mouth from the sugary goodness and looking into the mirror, only to see the face that reminded him of only one other person, that person called again. Ant's hands reached towards his phone quicker than he could ever remember.
