A jaegan story || Justin drew Blake and Raegan beast

The notebook

Justin's pov
The movies over and Raegan's mom takes us home. I'm sitting in bed and I hear a knock on my window when I walked over Raegan was sitting on the edge of the roof. I let him in and he says that he wants to take me out with friends tomorrow. He starts naming all these different people and I can't keep track I try remembering every name and I look up at Raegan and everything gets blurry and goes black.

Raegan's pov
It's currently 2:08 am and I'm sitting in the hospital waiting room. Justin passed out when I was talking to him. I hear my name being called and I stand up and walk to the front desk. "Room 74 3rd level he's up and he's been asking for you for about thirty minutes." I run to the elevator trying to get to my baby boy as fast as I could but there were to much people. I took the stairs and walked into Justin's room, he looks at me and signals me to come lay down next to him in the bed. I get onto the bed carefully trying not to hurt Justin and a nurse comes in. "Ive ran some tests and when he hit his head from falling he got a concussion it may have effected his memory a little but we are not fully sure yet. What we have found is that he passed out because he was thinking to much. Basically he was trying to rush his memory back trying to remember everything maybe because if pressure, do u know anything about him being pushed about anything?" I look at Justin and he had one hand over his face and one on my thigh. "No I have not done anything to make this happen or that I'm aware of happening." I say back to the nurse and she smiles and write down something on a paper. It's been maybe an hour and we are able to leave so I take Justin home and lay on the bed with him. He is laying on top of me and we soon fell asleep.

Justin's pov
I wake up holding tight onto the collar of Raegan's shirt. He hasn't woke up yet so I scan his face with my eyes taking my finger and tracing his face touching each freckle. I feel something on my back and I look down to see Raegan's hand on little hickeys he left the night I got back from the hospital. I look up and see Raegan's eyes starting to flutter open and I look deep into his gorgeous brown eyes and when I go down to kiss his lips his phone goes off.

Raegan's pov
Me and my ex have been talking lately. While Justin was sleeping last night I got out of bed and face timed her last night, we didn't talk about much but at the end she called me baby and kept saying she loved me. I knew it wasn't right but I didn't do anything and I woke up feeling guilty this morning. My phone goes off while kissing Justin he goes to grab it and looks at the message he reads it out loud, from Jessica, Hey baby, come over tonight I got something here for you!? I snatch my phone out of Justin's hands and read it myself. When I finish reading it Justin puts his finger on the top of the phone and pushes it down only leaving me to see his eyes up. "Am I your toy, why are u here! I thought I loved me!" When he says that those words make my heart hurt. He stands up and opens the door signaling for me to get out. I stand up and walk over to him "it was my ex I promise she's been bugging me about a lot lately and I had to do something so I FaceTime her to straighten things out last night while u were sleeping" he looks at me with tears in his eyes and with the softest voice he says "don't lie to me I heard you in there I heard to say you love her I heard everything. I thought u were mine?" That's when he pushes me or the door and I leave.

Justin's pov
I don't know why I did that honestly I didn't hear them I just said it to see if he would say he didn't do it but I guess he did. I wish he was still in my arms. I walk over to my phone and text someone on my contacts there's kale, jack, Ryan, tish, Maya, and Rae I only know 2 of all those people I can't remember anyone else so I text everyone except for Raegan and see if they wanna talk and maybe I can get to know them. I look around and see a purple notebook on the ground, the one Raegan gave me. I go to grab it ready to write and when I open it there are a ton of words. Page after page someone's handwriting and my name keeps popping up. When I read it all, I take a picture of each page and post them on Instagram labeled best boyfriend ever!! Wish he was in my arms right now:( and pressed post. I didn't realize who I was tons of people started liking my posts I don't know anyone and then Raegan's username pops up with a comment. 2 big red hearts following with the words love you I text him immediately asking him about all these people

R// Raegan J// Justin

J; I'm sorry I did that I didn't mean to be mean
J; please forgive me I didn't mean to hurt u
J; Raegan please
J; baby

R; I'm sorry I couldn't answer u soon enough babeh I was... nothing can I come over I need to talk to you

J; yeah sure come over be fast

R; ok lemme go do the dishes first. be right over

*texts end*

Justin's pov
I was laying on my bed waiting for Raegan to come back and I felt a heavy figure on top of me I couldn't move or talk and it felt like it had its hand or something covering up my mouth. I couldn't do anything and that's when things went white. I was sitting in a chair like one in the doctors office except I was strapped to it. I hear heels behind me getting closer and and a voice say "choose an emotion you don't have to speak I can hear everything u are thinking." I choose happy and she walks in front of me. A super tall lady with black hair that goes down to her shoulders and she's wearing a blue dress covered in a lab coat. She inserts the disk into a small hole in the wall and exits through a sliding white glossy door that slams behind her making a lock noise. I look around and videos appear on the walls around me tons of them of everyone I start understanding what's happening regaining my memory everything's coming back. This time a different lady comes in and 5 more after her and they insert there own disks and more videos pop up sad happy mad everything. They all stick into my mind I can't forget not one of them even if I tried. The videos ended and one last person came in and there disk was formed different kinda in the shape of a heart. He inserts the disk and the walls play more videos of girls me kissing them and I didn't want to watch it. I hear a voice play and it was Raegan's I look up and the walls are filled with him and me together and we were so happy. The videos continue for a few minutes until the walls go black and or video slides over in front of me it's Raegan and he seems to be looking for something. He was looking all over his room and when he reached into his 3rd drawer he pick out blades I knew exactly what he was going to do. I started screaming squirming around trying to get out of the chair but I couldn't I looked one more time and in the bottom left was the date it seemed to be today. More tears run down my face my shirt soaked and I wake up sitting in Raegan's arms.

Raegan's pov
I walked into Justin's room cause I needed to talk to him. He's in his bed curled up into a ball with tears in his eyes he looks up and crawled away into the corner of his bed against the wall. I get onto his bed and pick him up so that I was against the wall and he was sitting in my lap I held him as tight as I could and that's when he stopped shaking. He leaned in towards me and fell to the side taking me with him I laughed and for a few minutes just looking into Justin's eyes. He wasn't looking at me though he couldn't keep eye contact with me. I pick up his chin with 2 fingers and he says in a soft voice "last night. You didn't have to do that I'm sorry it was my fault don't ever hurt urself" and I took my sweatshirt and covered my arms "how do u know about that?" I say to him.

Authors note: is it just me or do u hate it when people write and it's super short and then we have to wait forever for them to post again and the next post is also short?? I try to post ever other day and post at least 1,000 words any ideas for the next couple chapters I can't think of anything!!