Liam and Noel Gallagher Oneshots (Requests Open)

Silent Cries (Noel x Reader)

This is gonna be another angsty oneshot with poor bean Noel. There's mentions of abuse, just go warn ya. But I hope you enjoy.

Your POV

"Noel, are you asleep?"

No response. I sighed gently, Noel had fallen asleep. I smiled and quickly kissed his temple and turned off the lamp.

I laid on my left side, with my back facing away from Noel. I gently closed my eyes and eventually drifted off to sleep.

But after a few hours, I was awoken by someone crying. I could hear someone over the window, gently sobbing and breathing heavily.

It was Noel.

I was immediately confused and concerned about him and I quietly got up. Noel grumbled, "Get a fuckin' hold of yourself."

I slowly walked up to him, not wanting to startle him. I quietly said, "Noel?"

Noel quickly turned around and looked at me. He had red puffy eyes, with tear marks on his face, shaking.

Noel mumbled, "Shit, I must have woken you. Go back to bed, darlin'. I'll be fine."

I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and laid my head against his neck. I whispered, "Noel, tell me what's wrong."

Noel shook his head and said, "I'm fine."

I said, "You're clearly not. Noel, you don't have to say you're fine if you're not."

Noel sighed loudly and sniffed, he slowly started to cry again. I turned him around and looked at him.

He looked so broken, so shattered. I couldn't bare it, seeing Noel like this. He sobbed in front of me, I immediately grabbed him and pulled him into a bone crushing hug.

He started to soak my shoulder, but I didn't give a damn. I whispered, "Oh, Noel... darling."

Noel chocked on his tears and sobbed, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

I asked as I rubbed his back, "Sorry for what? You've done nothing wrong."

Noel continued to cry, I didn't know to do. I eventually sat him down on our bed as I grabbed him a glass of water.

He shakily drank it, I rubbed his shoulder, trying to do anything to make him feel better. I whispered, "Please tell me what's wrong, Noel. I want to help you."

Noel shakily mumbled, "I know you do, you're a damn saint, you know that Y/N?"

I shrugged my shoulders and mumbled, "I try."

Noel breathed in and out slowly, he placed his glass of water on top of the side drawers. He nodded his head and said, "Okay, okay. You deserve to know."

I slipped my hand into his, assuring him that I was going to be there for him, always.

Noel said, "I never really told you about my dad. There's a reason for that, and Liam knows it as well."

I listened to him, Noel sighed gently and simply said, "My dad... he, uh, used to... abuse me, Liam and Paul."

I was horrified, angry, livid. But I didn't react, I didn't want to make Noel upset or anything. I squeezed his hand, looking at him.

Noel carried on explaining, "I got the worst of it, I don't know why, maybe I was the least favourite or something. Or maybe he enjoyed hurting me the most, I never bothered asking him. He was a sick fuck, I hate him. I just.. he fucked up my life, Liam's and mums... he doesn't deserve to fuckin' breath!"

He breathed heavily as raged flew into his eyes, I wished I could kill him. I wished I could get this sick bastard of a father and beat him until he was barley alive.

I whispered, "Oh, Noel... I'm so sorry."

Noel mumbled, "It ain't your fault, it's only mine."

I assured him, "Noel.. whatever you think, this is not your fault. It's no ones but your fucking dad's."

Noel nodded, but he eventually burst out, "But why can't I get over it?! Everyone time I close my eyes, I can fuckin' see him, standing over me with that fuckin' twisted smile! He's punching me over and over again until he's had enough!"

I felt a tears streaming down my face, I had never seen Noel like this. I never imagined that's what he and Liam had to go through, all that pain and abuse for no good reason.

I hugged him again as he cried, I chocked, "Noel... why didn't you say anything? Oh Noel, I wish I knew, I wish I could help you, I want to help you."

Noel whispered, "You already are helping me, you're listening, which is something that no one has ever done."

I sighed and whispered, "I'm always going to listen, no matter what. You can tell me anything, Noel. I'll never judge you, I love you."

Noel sighed and mumbled, "I don't deserve you, you're too good for someone as fucked yo as me."

I kissed his cheek and said, "Don't ever say that, you deserve everything. You have me in my heart and I won't leave you."

Noel cried and said, "All I ever wanted was someone to love me!"

I kissed all over his face and finally gently kissed his lips. He immediately kissed back, he was passionate and desperate. He kissed me like it was the last time he was ever going to kiss me.

He kept his hands on the side of my neck, passionately kissing me. His lips were like fire and I was burning under him. He eventually let go of me as he needed to breath.

He panted heavily against my lips, still keeping his hands on the side of my neck. He whispered, "I love you, Y/N. I fuckin' love you so much."

I smiled through my happy tears and said, "I do too, Nolie."

He smiled at my mini nickname for him. He pulled me and him onto the bed and hugged me, pressing my head again this chest. He gently stroked my hair, comforting me in the dark.

I smiled at the feeling.

That's it for this oneshot, sorry that's a little short. Procrastination is a bitch, but I did enjoy writing this (minus the pain as well). I hoped you have enjoyed.