Lusting You // ziam

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[ update time! 6k votes. this is crazy! So I am news for you guys- this is the second to last chapter...so there is only one more chapter left after this one. ]

*Zayn's POV*

"Are you and Harry okay now?" I dropped down on to my chair and leaned forward, placing my elbows on the desk as I raised an eyebrow up at Louis who replied with a quick nod. He walked around me before he came and sat down opposite me. 

"I guess we just needed to talk" Louis replied with a shrug, "He thought I wasn't serious with him which was completely stupid because you know I am bloody in love with him so yeah, that just needed a bit of clearing up"

"I am glad you guys are okay. God this is weird" 

"What?" Louis asked but from the smirk he was wearing I knew that we were on the same track.

"Oh you know this thing where we are both are madly in love with two people who just happen to be our students. So normal" I said. Putting it that way, it certainly did sound weird. Liam was someone different to me; he wasn't just my student any more. He was my rock - that someone that I needed to breathe.

Not just some student. 

"So where's Liam?" Louis asked.

Usually, almost every day Liam would be in my office at lunch. Mostly because he still needed to catch up on the course from the start of the year and the other because I couldn't keep myself away from him the whole day; it was just quite impossible. 

"Oh Alex and him are working on a project or something" I replied, shrugging slowly.

Alex.

I hated the way Alex held on to Liam, talked to him and most of all the way Alex looked at him, like Liam was the only one he ever loved. It made my blood boil. Talking about it to Liam was no use; I didn't want him to think I was that possessive kind of boyfriend. 

I didn't really know. Just knowing that Alex had feelings for Li set me on the edge; I knew Liam would never cheat on me but I could help feel envious. I just wanted it to Liam and I. No one else and No complications. 

"Isn't Alex the one who Liam sort of planned to hook up with when guys had that huge fight" Louis pointed out. He was doing it on purpose because he was Louis and Louis loved torturing people. I glared at him before I stood up. 

Liam didn't like Alex. I knew that much. 

But that wouldn't stop Alex. As much as I was thankful for Alex getting Liam and I back together, now I wanted him gone now. 

I was scared that Liam would find a reason to leave me. 

"Zayn? I was joking, you know?" Louis spoke up. Before I could respond however the bell rang signalling the end of lunch. Louis gave me a worried look before he walked out of the class leaving me to get ready for my year 10 class. 

Forget about Alex. Liam is yours, not his. 

***

"Something wrong?" Liam asked; he was staring at me with a frown coated across his forehead and a worried expression. I hated how well he could read me. As much as I wanted to forget about it, my mind was still focused on Alex and Liam. 

I knew I shouldn't, they were just friends but I just couldn't help it. 

"I'm fine, babe" I answered. My hands grasped the soft material of Liam's school shirt as I pulled him closer and rested my forehead against his own, breathing rather greedily. It wasn't long before I felt Liam's hand crawl up my arm to the nape of neck; his touch cold and tingly but just what I needed. He pushed my head forehead and caught my lips between his own, kissing me gently. It was comforting just knowing he was here and just about every thought I had of him and Alex vanished. 

Eventually, we both had to pull away due to the lack of air. 

"Zayn, speak up. What's wrong?" Liam asked as he caressed my cheek softly, the pad of his thumb brushing over my bottom lip tenderly. I wanted to die right there; nothing ever felt as good as Liam's touch did. 

God, it drove me insane.

"Do you like Alex?" I asked slowly, gripping the fabric of his shirt tighter in my hands as if afraid that Liam was going to get away. 

For once, I wanted the two of us to not have to deal with something. For once, I wanted us to be happy and together. 

Liam's frowned deepened and he pulled away from me with a sudden jerk. I knew I shouldn't have asked him that because what if Liam actually did? What if Liam never loved me in the first place? What if...what if he was about to break up with me?

"Don't" I hissed out; before Liam can even mange to say anything, I push myself away from him. He can't leave me and if he is about to then I don't want to hear it. 

"Zayn, I ca-"

"Don't, I said. I don't want to hear it. Just go, Liam"

[ I don't even know with this chapter. I felt like it was way too dramatic and that Zayn kind of over reacted but I needed to do something for this chapter and this was the only thing I could think of so yeah. I hope it wasn't too bad. one more chapter to go. Sorry for any typos or errors. ]

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