I'll Do Anything - Justin Bieber Fanfic

Part 26

A/N - READ THE END NOTES JSHDYHSBD

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I touched my lips , trying to ponder what really just happened .

Harry , my best friend Harry , kissed me ?

I let out a deep breath , totally confused as to what was going on in my life now .I wasn't going to lie , I did feel a couple butterflies in my stomach when his lips touched mines , but it wasn't anywhere near what I feel when I'm with Justin .

But you felt something my subconscious throws at me , making me groan .

I bit my lip , they tasted like mint and tea at the same time , and I liked it for some reason .

My stomach lurched . Did I really just say that .

What the hell is going on with me? I jumped when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket , and I prayed it wasn't Justin. I'm not ready to speak to him after what just happened .

Oh crap , Justin . Am I going to tell Justin that Harry kissed me? I don't want to start any trouble ,. But I don't want to keep anything from him .

If he finds out from anyone but me , he'll be crushed .

I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding when Harry's name appeared on my screen , letting me know I had a new text from him .

"Tyn I'm so sorry for kissing you , I had no right to do that. If you don't want to talk to me right now its okay , I get it . But I have to explain some things to you . Soon" He wrote , making my heart jump.

"I have to tell Justin" I replied , he's the only person I'm thinking about right now.

"I understand . But please let's talk first" Harry responded.

I sighed , pondering my thoughts . I guess I could let Harry explain himself , but I just want to tell Justin and get it over with .

"Come over tomorrow morning?" I asked , hoping he would agree.

"I'll see you then" He said , ending the conversation there .

I locked my phone , not looking forward to tomorrow . It's going to be so awkward , which I don't want with Harry . He's my best friend and I really don't want to lose him.

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I jumped up when someone knocked on my door , pulling me from my sleep.

I could barely sleep last night , knowing that I betrayed Justin and I might lose my best friend.

I had a dream last night , and it seemed so real I'm almost sure it was a flashback , but it really made me think.

*flashback*

" He hurt me" I whimpered , Harry's arms wrapped around me

"I'm sorry Tyn , I'm sure he didn't mean it" Harry said , trying to comfort me as I shake in his arms

"He never does"I cry , gripping on to his shirt as I sobbed in his arms.

I got up , quickly going down stairs and opening the door , revealing Harry.

He had slight bags under his eyes , showing is lack of sleep too. He was wearing a white t-shirt , and gray sweats . My favorite look I've seen on him so far.

"Hi" he breathed , looking me up and down . I probably looked like hell since I literally just rolled out of bed.

Justin hasn't texted me since yesterday afternoon , like he knows I did something , and that makes me nervous.

"Hey" I mumbled , opening the door wider so he could come in .

I knew this would be awkward , as much as I didn't want it to be.

Harry walked in , looking around as if it was his first time walking into the house.

"Listen" We both said , and I laughed nervously , tying my hair in a ponytail.

I walked in front of him , sitting down on the couch and waiting nervously for him to speak.

"Tyn , I'm so sorry for kissing you like that yesterday. It was so out of hand and I didn't mean it " Harry's accent thick.

"Harry-" I said , but he cut me off

"No Tyn . I know it wasn't okay but I don't want to lose you . You've been my best friend for as long as I can remember , and I don't want this little mistake to ruin it" He said , and for some reason my heart ached when he said "little".

"Little?" I asked , staring into his deep green eyes .

"Yeah" He said , but the doubt was clear in his voice.

"Its okay" I said , scratching my arm .

"Yeah?" He asked again , his tone more hopefully .

"YeaH" I said , unsure what to say .

"I have to tell Justin" I added , wanting him to know that.

"I know" He said , looking down .

"He's going to kill you" I joked , except I knew it was true .

"I know" Harry laughed , making me smile sympathetically at him.

We both looked away , the tension in the air thick .

"Did you feel something?" He asked me , catching me off guard.

"What?" I asked , hearing him clearly but unsure of how to respond .

"Did you feel anything ? When we kissed?" Harry said again , making my stomach drop to my knees.

"Um - I" I stuttered , looking at the ground .

"Tyn please " Harry pleaded , kneeling in front of me . "I have to know"

"I-" I said , scared to tell him that I did feel something , but I didn't know how .

Before anyone else could say something , Justin's ringtone started to fill up the quiet house , and I jumped up , quick to answer the phone .

A/N - HEY GUYS ! I'M sorry I updated so late today , Meet Your Child will be posted tomorrow after school ! I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and I hope the suspense is killing you like it's killing me ! ahah I love writing for you guys , please don't ever forget that! Ilysm <3

p.s - I got a message from someone who told me they needed to speak to me but were afraid to because they thought I'd judge them . I just want you guys to know that I will NEVER judge you for anything . I'm here for you guys just like you guys are here for me , through everything I've been through . I will always be here if you guys need someone to talk to <3aLSO Of course i'd never post your private messages here either , ily guys so much its crazy